changes can be good
yea tt was wad i did
something away frm emotions
i will find a new skin soon
so meanwhile stay wif tis
AND TAG BEFORE U LEAVE
yay thnx! =))
TMR CO CAMP LE. y so fast.. yepp.. tdy went to tm wif cy t get the the stuffs for the camp.. im SO NICE can.. XD jkjk lahh.. Tmr got cls bbq oso.. i relly relly relly wana go.. XP den afta tm went loyang point to get the stuffs.. den kc persuaded wh to come dwn frm simei.. ahahahas.. n he relly came dwn.. X.X so gao xiao.. den he came dwn onli to carry one bag of things.. so dey made him write the names on the cup to make the trip more meaningfull .. lols.. stay until 6.45 lorh.. den i walk hm somemore.. reach hm 7.05 lyk tt.. bout 10 min walk.. lol.. my math did not fail.. the timing nt exact lah.. den so gao xiao lahh.. got tis small boy walking in frnt of me wif his dad.. so cute! den saw tis old lady playing her grandson's gameboy.. LOL.. seriously.. its gonna b so much fun can.. haixx.. the sea-ing ppl part.. den sheena kc n mj de marshmellow fight.. the SEA WIND.. sitting on the rocks..SOOOOO NICE LAH.. haishh.. but i'll still not b going.. hopefully i'll enjoy the camp.. =))
im so confusedd now i've become so indecisive unlike the old me i relly dont know wads going on haishh
Monday, March 13, 2006
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OKAY.. so i realised tt my posts r lyk.. SO boring.. lols.. im looking for a new blogskin.. hee.. got sick of this le.. anw.. HOLIS R HERE!! so lag.. hahas... nvm.. yepp.. went to sch tdy.. 11 plus for briefing on co camp.. den ltr got sectionals.. linlaoshi nvr go lorh.. hahhas.. we were slacking most of the tym.. den started blowing the dizi instead.. hee.. cant blame us.. it was REALLY boring.. lols..
tmr duno whether wana go out nt.. nid to buy prezzie lahh.. got.. 3 ppl bdae prezzie nid to buy.. hahas.. jiaye lorh.. duno wad to buy for her sia.. haix.. muz go c c.. lols.. now trying to find inspiration to do elit.. but cant find any anymore.. all suddenly disappeared.. lols..
i dont seem to fit in anywher all of u haf ure own frens nw in cls or cca u have ure own clique many ppl dont like me but dey're all hypocrites just lyk how i was now i know how much it hurts guess im trying to get use the silence tt i know wil lcome sooner or ltr dey act as though dey're okay wif me wen the fact is tt dey're nt dey jus got use to the fact tt im always an xtra dere i guess first impression doesn change im always the quiet person and dere's nth i can do to change it i really dont know wad to do
times relly flies i guess ppl change my feelings n thots have changed over tym too well i hope its for the better im enjoying the break while i can before i hafto face the world agn taking my mind off everything esp you lemme get over it.
Sunday, March 12, 2006
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I FINISHED MY MATH N SCI!!! hahahahahas.. okayy.. so ya.. i finished most of my math during tuition.. cher "teach" me how to do!! lols.. yepp.. nvr go online so long le.. cuz.. busy mahh.. lols..
hmm.. friday got ptc duty.. my ear block lah.. cant hear can..yepp.. den stay until bout 9 plus.. i was falling aslp.. yea.. den ltr fetch wh to mrt station den mj home.. was falling aslp in the car lorh.. so slpy..
yest.. my crazy mum.. 7 plud wake me up.. SEVEN PLUS ON A SATURDAY MORNING..omg.. sian lar.. den bring my grandma go c doctor.. den in the end i oso go c lorh.. den got tis guy rgt.. so gaoxiao lah he.. its lyk.. he bring his grandma to c doctor.. den nid ic wad.. den heee try to ask his grandma wher is the ic.. den he duno how to say in hokkien wad.. den in the end he try so hrad.. den he giv up call his mum.. den afta a while his mum came lorh.. lols.. i was LMAO-ing away lorh.. den afta tt hor.. my bro got the taekwondo centralised grading.. he didn go.. well.. i guess i wasn relly disappointed.. i dun feel tt way anymore bah.. ya.. but his friend recognise me i tink.. lols.. tt joel.. hahas.. ya. den stay dere frm 1 to 6.. can die lorh.. so sian somemore..
ya la.. lyk tt bahh.. hahhaas..chinny nt going for prac tmr.. mayb im nt going too.. u got ulcer on my gums.. cough, flu.. AND ear block.. sians..
i guess im still learning from those experiences i dont feel that way anymore all that happened was not love dey were barely just infatuations n crushes now i dont feel anything anymore hopefully i'll find tt courage to standup once agn and not sink any deeper imsorry.
