myy lifee_//# my destiiny_

2006-03-19T19:00:00.000+08:00

heyy ppl. pls relink me.. THNX!

http://simplecomplexity-.blogspot.com

thnx! =))

2006-03-17T13:47:00.000+08:00

2006-03-14T21:16:00.000+08:00

TMR CO CAMP LE. y so fast.. yepp.. tdy went to tm wif cy t get the the stuffs for the camp.. im SO NICE can.. XD jkjk lahh..
Tmr got cls bbq oso.. i relly relly relly wana go.. XP den afta tm went loyang point to get the stuffs.. den kc persuaded wh to come dwn frm simei.. ahahahas.. n he relly came dwn.. X.X
so gao xiao.. den he came dwn onli to carry one bag of things.. so dey made him write the names on the cup to make the trip more meaningfull .. lols.. stay until 6.45 lorh.. den i walk hm somemore.. reach hm 7.05 lyk tt.. bout 10 min walk.. lol.. my math did not fail.. the timing nt exact lah.. den so gao xiao lahh.. got tis small boy walking in frnt of me wif his dad.. so cute! den saw tis old lady playing her grandson's gameboy.. LOL..
seriously.. its gonna b so much fun can.. haixx.. the sea-ing ppl part.. den sheena kc n mj de marshmellow fight.. the SEA WIND.. sitting on the rocks..SOOOOO NICE LAH.. haishh.. but i'll still not b going.. hopefully i'll enjoy the camp.. =))

im so confusedd now
i've become so indecisive
unlike the old me
i relly dont know wads going on
haishh

2006-03-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

OKAY.. so i realised tt my posts r lyk.. SO boring.. lols.. im looking for a new blogskin.. hee.. got sick of this le.. anw.. HOLIS R HERE!! so lag.. hahas... nvm.. yepp.. went to sch tdy.. 11 plus for briefing on co camp.. den ltr got sectionals.. linlaoshi nvr go lorh.. hahhas.. we were slacking most of the tym.. den started blowing the dizi instead.. hee.. cant blame us.. it was REALLY boring.. lols..

tmr duno whether wana go out nt.. nid to buy prezzie lahh.. got.. 3 ppl bdae prezzie nid to buy.. hahas.. jiaye lorh.. duno wad to buy for her sia.. haix.. muz go c c.. lols.. now trying to find inspiration to do elit.. but cant find any anymore.. all suddenly disappeared.. lols..

i dont seem to fit in anywher
all of u haf ure own frens nw
in cls or cca
u have ure own clique
many ppl dont like me
but dey're all hypocrites
just lyk how i was
now i know how much it hurts
guess im trying to get use the silence
tt i know wil lcome sooner or ltr
dey act as though dey're okay wif me
wen the fact is tt dey're nt
dey jus got use to the fact
tt im always an xtra dere
i guess first impression doesn change
im always the quiet person
and dere's nth i can do to change it
i really dont know wad to do

times relly flies i guess
ppl change
my feelings n thots
have changed over tym too
well i hope its for the better
im enjoying the break while i can
before i hafto face the world agn
taking my mind off everything esp you
lemme get over it.

2006-03-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

I FINISHED MY MATH N SCI!!! hahahahahas.. okayy.. so ya.. i finished most of my math during tuition.. cher "teach" me how to do!! lols.. yepp.. nvr go online so long le.. cuz.. busy mahh.. lols..

hmm.. friday got ptc duty.. my ear block lah.. cant hear can..yepp.. den stay until bout 9 plus.. i was falling aslp.. yea.. den ltr fetch wh to mrt station den mj home.. was falling aslp in the car lorh.. so slpy..

yest.. my crazy mum.. 7 plud wake me up.. SEVEN PLUS ON A SATURDAY MORNING..omg.. sian lar.. den bring my grandma go c doctor.. den in the end i oso go c lorh.. den got tis guy rgt.. so gaoxiao lah he.. its lyk.. he bring his grandma to c doctor.. den nid ic wad.. den heee try to ask his grandma wher is the ic.. den he duno how to say in hokkien wad.. den in the end he try so hrad.. den he giv up call his mum.. den afta a while his mum came lorh.. lols.. i was LMAO-ing away lorh.. den afta tt hor.. my bro got the taekwondo centralised grading.. he didn go.. well.. i guess i wasn relly disappointed.. i dun feel tt way anymore bah.. ya.. but his friend recognise me i tink.. lols.. tt joel.. hahas.. ya. den stay dere frm 1 to 6.. can die lorh.. so sian somemore..

ya la.. lyk tt bahh.. hahhaas..chinny nt going for prac tmr.. mayb im nt going too.. u got ulcer on my gums.. cough, flu.. AND ear block.. sians..

i guess im still learning
from those experiences
i dont feel that way anymore
all that happened was not love
dey were barely just
infatuations n crushes
now i dont feel anything anymore
hopefully i'll find tt courage
to standup once agn
and not sink any deeper
imsorry.

2006-03-08T21:22:00.000+08:00

AHAHAHHAHA.. holiday COMING!!!!! so happy!!! wah.. but the holiday hmwk more than anything lahh.. so sickening can.. BLEHS.. im goin to be a guai kiaa now.. ahahahas.. im doin my hmwk okay?? hahas..

k bah.. i guess.. everything seems well now.... OOH.. tmr got b boys bball finals afta sch i tink.. ppl.. muz go support okays?? =)

2006-03-05T17:16:00.000+08:00

okae.. im getting so pissed off at this damn com lag.. i update the links once... den the internet connection got prob.. second tym.. the whole com crashed. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so pissing.. so i give up le.. do nxt tym wen the com nt tt siao..
anw i noe tis sounds so weird..? i duno.. but i kinda lyk getting sick noe.. no1. i dont nid go cca. no2. i get to slp vv early =D
ya.. hahas.. i noe im lazy.. =P

2006-03-05T16:15:00.000+08:00

jus came back frm tuition a while ago.. was falling aslp in cls.. its lyk so sian lorh.. hhahas..my life is practically not interesting la.. but cuz i dun wana do my home ed so blog lorhh.. wahahahs..

yep.. since dere is nth to blog.. i shall post the upcoming events.. hahahs..

4 march- amelia bdae
6 march-yt birthday , sectionals
10 march-sec2 n 4 PTC , LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!! =D
11 march-bro taekwondo grading =D
15-16 march- CO CAMP
17 march- class bbq (maybe) , vivien sim bdae
19 march- weyjian bdae
20 march- BACK TO SCHOOL!! X.X
22 march-edison bdae
23 march- diyanah bdae
27 march-jeremy bdae
30 march-chin hwee bdae

so many bdae.. lols.. yepp.. andd today woke up so early lahh.. thnx to muhh DEAR sis.. wahh.. its lyk.. i was slping den suddenly she screamed frm my parents room lah.. so loud early in the mrng can nt.. my parents go market le.. den she scream a while den i realised the maid was in the toilet.. i practically draged myself out of bed to find her onli to find tt she wanted to find my mum.. almost hudd her la.. continuous two days wake up so early lehh.. eeyo.. den tmr muz wake up even earlier le lor.. thank goodness tmr CT is elit unseen.. =D means no studying..

homework tis week quite little bahh..
-jianbao
-math ques
-sci test on tues
-art on tues
-sign chi n sci paper

term 1 rgt.. my results is cannot make it le lorh.. 65 lehh.. den look at my test marks lorh.. all is borderline pass de.. duno y oso.. i studied can.. i try le lorh.. but den get back the marks always lyk tt de.. im so gonna give up trying soon.. try n no try the diff de.. den might as well dun try lahh..

everyone is getting the depression bug lately.. haishh.. STRESS bah.. i duno.. even chinny is getting depressed.. muz b listening too much of my depressing life stories.. =D
i can be a gr8 story teller.. whahahas..

yep.. andd i buy yuintheng and ame prezzie le.. i noe a bit cheapo lahh.. but at least i took tym to buy okae.. hahahhas.. im so nice le lorh. hahas..
i kinda lyk tis blogskin.. i lyk the music.. and the words.. =D

maybe you are right
i feel the same
we seem to have drifted apart
i duno
its lyk u seem more happy wif ur cca pals
so i guess i kinda stepped back a bit bah
maybe we shd spend more tym
getting our "misunderstandings" cleared
hopefully it will turn out fine

maybe what i felt then
was actually something which i yearn for
the care and concern
i want to get
and i want to give
its not that kind of normal concern
that a fren would share
but it is not love either
maybe it was all nothing
bt a mistake on my part
and another infatuation
that i had to get over to learn
you made me learn
iimissyouu :)

2006-03-04T17:55:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHH.. sick so long le lorh.. goin to cough until die ler.. lol.. *chokes* anw.. i FINISHED my hmwk.. so cool.. lols.. den these few days hor.. im getting lazyy to post ler.. hahas.. i sign in already den sign out le.. wahahhas.. tdy nvr go grandma hse.. sian..

ohh.. n tdy early mrng 7 plus my dad woke me up lorh.. say wad.. go beach n cycle.. WAH.. 7 plus leh.. SATURDAY some more lorh.. but i jus wokeup lar.. =P
den ltr cycle to the end of the park.. den my bro noobnoob derr.. ride until vvvvv slow den is turn lef a bit turn right a bit de.. so scary.. so i cycled in frnt of him.. wayyyy in frnt.. lols.. ltr cycling back tt tym rgt.. i wanted to cycle closer to the fence.. jus trying la.. at the downtown east dere.. ya.. n i ended up ramming into th fence lorh.. my leg damn pain larr.. nt funni okae.. i was lyk "shyt".. den continued cycling.. lols.. i noe im a bit anti-climax.. wahahahas..

anw dun tink i will b goin for the nxt sectionals lehh.. mayb i go den dun blow la.. blow will die de lorh.. since teacher teaching some new new song.. jus go lorh.. nt sure yet bah.. lol..

ooh.. and HAPPIE BIRTHDAY SPASTIC JIE! =)
amelia.. u owe me one bdae prezzie afta i pass u yours on monday.. WAHAHHAS.. <33s..

i guess i learnt to give up after all
4 months le
mayb afta revisiting tt place
i left my feelings and the memories
backk dere too
i guess it should be a good thing
but now
i dont know what is love already
it jus seem to vanished from my dictionary
i guess all i wanted was someone
whom i could care for
and someone who could care for me
i should have known.

2006-02-28T20:30:00.000+08:00

wah still sick. sian. my head is gonna lyk contract until its gone.. my brain is so going to go BOOM lah.. its lyk so squeezed can.. lols.. i noe its lame but its true..
went changi airport wif chinny and lihan today.. go eat lunch.. ya.. den i found out which terminal le.. =))
thnx for pei-ing me walk arnd guys.. <33s..
hahas..

if onli..
history would repeat itself
i would nvr have allowed myself
to make those mistakes i made
and maybe things would have been different now..
<33s>

2006-02-27T20:08:00.000+08:00

WAH SIAN.. still coughing can.. BLEH.. didn go cca tdy.. =X
went to c doc n spent lyk 1 hr++ waiting dere.. walau.. den go counter the nurse dere kpkb.. wth lorh.. so many medicine to take..wah.. take the para almost puked la.. the tablet so BIG can.. well.. bigger than me throat jiu shi le.. =))
k lorh gtg learn ting xie le.. cannot fail arh.. oh ya.. today tt damn heok go crazy la.. one tym giv so many green form can.. thank goodness i never kena lorh.. lols.. but he SUCKS la.. wahahahas..

myy worldd was blackk andd whitee
until the dayy youu
walkedd throughh myy door
andd into my heartt
<33s>

2006-02-26T16:21:00.000+08:00

oh man.. im still coughing lyk siao.. sians.. its lyk.. wen bathing tdy.. i coughed den tis greenish SOLID substance flew out of my mouth.. den i bend down.. its wasa little bit smaller than a ten cent coin onli.. n its light green n SOLID.. so disgusting.. lols..

ya.. feel so sickk.. blehs.. den still muz chiong elit lorh.. sian diao. k lah.. i go do le.. if nt tonite i dun nid to slp le.. lols..

转身离开
有话说不出来
我是真的那么那么努力不想你
告诉自己那只是一场意外
没想到还是无法遗忘

2006-02-25T15:56:00.000+08:00

oh man.. im lyk so sick lah.. i haf been coughing non stop..well since.. 1 week ago.. lols.. its blocking up my windpipes.. gonna die soon of shortage of breath.. maybe go c doctor on monday afternon bah.. lols..

slp until so late tis mrng.. the latest since tis yr started.. i woke up at 10.30. actually i woke up at 830 den fell aslp again lorh.. so shuang.. den cant go out cuz of my bloody cough and my bro got exam nxt wk.. so gonna try n chioong the hmwks by today.. lol.. SURPRISED?? ^^
but so far i onli finished my jian bao =p
still got math sel reflection eng newspaper thingy elit portfolio assginment 2.. so sian diao. haishh..

yest.. well cca arh.. okae lorh.. tt cher kpkb a bit la.. i dun care le lorh.. afta cca ended i asked chinny pei me go ws to buy things.. i bought a new notebook n a new file.. I LVOE THE NEW NOTEBOOK.. and den borrowed books oso.. ltr chinny bought ice cream.. den tis lyk afta she stepped out of the mall. . her ice cream started falling apart.. damn gao xiao la.. lol.. met diyanah at the interchange.. i was lyk "WOAH".. suddenly got ts thing towering over me.. lol.. ya.. den reach hm 655 le.. lol..

ohh ya.. yest my post was actually an "answer to this blog mistress who was complaining bout anti-COers.. http://sugarified-.blogspot.com

anw im goin for the co camp.. haishh...

[[my worldd was black andd white
until the day you
walked through my door
andd into myy heartt_//*

2006-02-24T21:01:00.000+08:00

life rocks lah can. what more can i say. weneva ppl bu shuang wif anythin andi haf even the tiniest little bit of connection. the finger always points to me.
u tink im vv happie in cls izit. u tink im happy in co izit. u tink im happy in council izit. u in co haf lotsa frens; i DONT. u haf loyal frens in cls. i DONT. u haf frens in debate. i dun haf as many frens as u tink i do council. im nt as happy u tink i m. n i didn tear the consent form oso. u haf so many wonderful ppl arnd u to cheer u up. i haf dem. but. its different. haf u ever tried crawling under my skin. me playing the suona. do u noe how embarassing it can be. urs is a soft instrument. my is NOT. u dun get scolded half the tym. im nt as happy as carefree as worryless as u tink. u dun understand the plight im in. ure in a different plight. u WONT understand. the problems i face is more than u each day. u dun noe how much i dread waking up each mrng. u duno bout the number of times i actually felt lyk giving up. ure nt the onli one wif problems with ppl arnd too. im too. u nvr saw it. u dont noe it. u dont know how i feel left out too. even in cls. i dun live a better life thn u do. the amount of stress i face is so much more than u. the amount of homework. the amount of relationship problems. the mood problems. the ME problem. U DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I REALLY FEEL LYK GIVING UP ALREADY. u dont know the number tears i haf dripped since the beginning of tis year. im really tired le lahh. weneva got problems. first thing is fingers start pointing my direction. EVERYTHING is my fault la can. in cls. and nw this. i really cant take it le la.. everything arnd me is PRESSURE PRESSURE PRESSURE.everyone expects me to be the perfect lil girl. i hafto change to suit dem. y cant dey jus accept me the way i am? u cant feel wad im feeling now. u dun haf a problem with homework. with those bloody teachers. with ur instrument. wif ur cca. I HAF. i haf so much homework piled up everyday tt i hafto do even though i can b damn slpy. all the teachers chasing me for homework whcih i du nnoe how to do or got no tym to do. U DUN HAFTO BLOW A SUONA. u dun get events which clash wif cls events. I DO .U GET IT. I DO. every mrng i hafto go dwnstairs n c tt face of yours as though the whole wrld owe u smth even though i was late by a bit. u haf ur mum to wake u up. i hafto wake MY mum up. my mum is tired too. she cant possibly wake up early n wait for me to bathe finish den send me off. she needs rest too. she is nt lyk ur mum who doesn nid to work and has to prepare bfst for u ur dad n ur sis. u r nt the onli one hu has feelings. i haf dem too.

-wo3 zhen1 de4 hen2 xiang3 ku1.
zhi4 cong2 ni3 zou3 diao4 de4 na4 yi4 tian1
wo3 cong2 mei2 kai1 xin1 de4 xiao4 guo4-

2006-02-23T20:21:00.000+08:00

sometimes i really enjoy the silence. its lyk. so peaceful compared to the mess inside me. haishh.

wo3 wei4 she3 me4 hai2 shi4-
na4 me4 yi1 ran2 de4 ai4 zhe4 ni3-

2006-02-21T21:21:00.000+08:00

feel lyk slping.. lols.. so lazy to post yest.. wahahhas..
okaex.. yest.. slack most of e tym lorh.. den during co.. den linlaoshi made us blow the suona outside the toilet facing the empty field.. facing the library dere.. so loud la.. den sound travels upwards.. which means.. upstairs ppl can hear us la!!!! EEYER.. so paiseh la.. wah.. blow until my throat almost burst can.. so irritating.. ltr fri he complain somemore im gonna hudd him le.. so irritating..

first period pat wong nvr come.. ahahahas.. got free period.. den ltr nxt period is 2k got geog. n she came la.. so SHIOK la.. den she bout to hudd kc le.. cuz kc nvr go find her.. aiya.. we thot she nvr come ma.. LOLS..

eng finished the compre we were doin.. den asked mrs rod tis ques.. she explain explain explain i still didn understand.. muz b really retarded. LOLS.. den finish le.. YAY.. slack lyk siao.. wanted to fall aslp..

math arh.. hamdan giv tis.. math ques.. i do until blur diao lorh.. ahhas.. so short onli.. scully all wrong i LMAO la.. lols..

sci.. went to.. ocean oasis.. or wdeva.. ya.. but den no one was paying attention.. sheena fell off to slp for a while den woke up le.. den we talk talk talk.. lols..

chi.. WAH.. TT STUPID TCHER ARH.. GIV ME TINGXIE RETEST LA.. SO IRRITATING CAN.. JUS BCUZ KC FORGOT TO PASS UP MY BOOK.. DEN HE SAY BCUZ HE WAA B FAIR TO THE OTHER STUDENTS SO MUZ RETEST AFTA SCH.. DEN IF I RETEST DEN BU SHI MORE NT FAIR.. CUZ I CAN RELEARN WAD.. LAME ASS LA.. DEN MAKE ME GO INTO TIS CLASS.. SEC3S LA.. DEN RE GIMME TING XIE.. SO PAISEH LA.. WL.. LOLS..

art.. neo pau pau bcome our art tcher lorh.. wa.. sian.. den its lyk.. no way im gonna do la.. so sian diao..

pub meeting.. WOAH.. its lyk.. kelly n huiyin were talkin almost non-stop.. i was trying so hard to disgest.. hahahas.. kelly talk SO FAST LORH.. den i sit until my butt hurt la.. aiyo.. afta meeting 6 plus le.. reach hm 7.30 le n i didn realise tt lorh.. den jiajie was trying to pyscho me into goin beijing.. lols.. i oso duno la.. den we talk until so loud.. hahas..

oh ya..
jane.. actually is nt cuz of council noe.. its cuz of CO.. hahas..
huiing.. YAY.. brown n red.. hahas..
amelia.. URE SO LAGG.. lols.. XD
jiemin.. u hor.. u shd THANK ME OKAE.. hahas.. jkjk.. thnx arh.. for the bk n tt day.. hahas..
lihan.. aiyo.. haven make up my mind yet la.. but... shd b goin lorh.. haishh..

2006-02-19T18:58:00.000+08:00

jus finished my dinner.. den eat eat eat.. as in.. i was eating la.. den i suddenly rmb..
so long long long long long nvr c eunice le leh.. she nw vv old le lorh.. i p1 or p2 tt tym she p6 le.. so nw she shd b.. either uni or working le lorh.. OMG.. hahas.. so fast lorh.. still rmb tt tym.. cuz she my buddy in BASC mah.. so eating tt tym she always sit pposite me de.. den got once.. she was eating wif ehr fork n spoon.. so i tried to follow her.. den end up i was using the spoon on the left n fork on the right.. cuz i followed her lyk tt.. mirror image.. lols.. she was lyk.. "u left handed arh?" i was lyk.. oppsie.. hahas..
tt tym teabreak eat green bean soup.. i dun lyk.. she told me to dun breathe den eat.. i finished lorh..
i really miss her.. yay.. loves... <33

2006-02-19T18:10:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! i wana dye my hair. LOLS..im serious.. if i can EVER dye my hair without getting killed.. hmm.. mayb i would dye the whole head brown wif streaks of red n mayb blonde.. neh.. red can le.. lols.. but i afta i reborn my hair.. lols..

i wana get tt vcd la.. its lyk.. it holds some kind of.. memories? ya.. wadeva. i got the money le.. but still debating whether wana buy nt.. lols.. if nt the nxt few bdays i no money buy le... hahahas..

good mood nw la.. jus finished my geog mindmaps.. left pw.. doin research lorh.. lols.. im actually DOIN HMWK.. hahahas.. i always do dem anw.. =.=

bout the co camp.. im nt sure yt la.. gimme sometym to tink.. my brain is bout to burst any moment.. too brainy.. hahas.. more lyk too hollow.. u all dun say y i muz go.. den its lyk.. i oso duno y i muz go wad.. aiya.. c first la kae.. hahahas..

oh.. im still trying to enlarge the tagboard tt side the space la.. i duno hw leh.. hahas.. so nt my fault.. lols.. tmr goin sch earlier.. study geog.. so nt taking the usual bus.. lols..

2006-02-18T17:27:00.000+08:00

jus came back frm acjc the funfair.. felt so short dere.. everybody.. well.. most of dem were taller den me.. hahas.. quite fun la.. my cousin is acjc de wad. den he asked us to buy the icks so we bought lorh.. den spent most of the money on his station.. got an red elle bottle.. well.. tt was the onli color left.. dey keep the black for dem self lorh.. so selfish.. LOLS.. ya.. den most is al my bro play de.. ahhahas.. den got one guy rgt.. his nose so pointy la.. so gao xiao can.. sharp sharp de.. LOLS.. it was the first thing i noticed wen i saw him.. hahahas.. den got some dyed their hair streaks of purple or green la.. those dye purple de so damn " WOWIE" la.. so cool.. lols..

haven started my hmwk yet.. so sian diao.. dun feel lyk doin hmwk.. lol.. wanted to change mp3 songs.. but den dun haf the songs i wan.. so suan le.. hahas..

co camp coming..but den clash wif my class beach party leh.. den dey dun let me skip camp oso.. i REALLY REALLY REALLY wana go for the class party.. lols.. i m always torn between pub ,class n co.. so irritating.. hahas..

tmr got tuition again.. SO SIAN ARH.. hahas.. feel lyk slping.. lols.. YAWNS..

2006-02-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

yest was kinda depressed.. mood swings la.. so ya.. suddenly cried den typed everything out.. hahas.. everything seems so uncertain now.. really feel vv insecure.. really wana do nth but slp.. really wan TT *u noe hu*.. haishh..

today first period was chi.. was freakking out.. so scared tt danm cher wld call me out to present.. luckily didn.. he talk talk talk lorh.. almost fell aslp dere..

nxt period pe.. run run run 5 rounds arnd the field.. always run ame! LOLS.. run n talk lorh.. wana die lorh.. run finish my back damn pain la.. cant slouch.. stand so straight.. stupid back.. haishh.. den ltr play soccer.. so lamey.. justi n jane so gao xiao la.. esp the way dey scream wen the ball come..hahas..

pw.. went com lab.. so many ppl went online using web messenger la.. hahahahs.. playing hide n seek wif the chers... stupid chew.. i mean.. nt kc... blind de lorh.. cant c de.. den so fun.. hahas..

sciL.. did the experiments.. SO COOL la can.. got one overflow.. den me n sheena were lyk.. shyt shyt shyt shyt shyt.. lols.. so fun.. we go so many tyms.. den b4 pour away.. i mixed tis mix tt.. hahahs..

eng.. got new co-form teacher.. so rubbish la.. mr tay.. e dnt cher.. lols.. so crappy.. den afta tt got eng test.. i knew the meaning but cant rmb the words.. lols.. did quite badly.. got back math test too. almst failed.. so sickening..

afta sch wen co.. STUPID CONDUCTOR I TELL U.. SO SUCKY.. HE MADE ME GO BACK TO THE CLASSROOM TO TAKE THE NOTES CUZ I DIDN NOE CHINHWEE WAS GOING LTR.. thank goodness she was outside aleady.. den afta tt.. HE MADE US STAND UP N BLOW TT DAMN THING BECAUSE WE WERE NT BLOWING.. BECAUSE HE DID NOT TEACH US N NW HE IS BLAMING US.. ##!!*&@$%^%$@^$%^#$^ irritating.. I WAS SCOLDING BAD WORDS THE WHOLE TYM LA.. SO PISSED WIF HIM CAN.. ASSHOLE..

went home tt tym.. saw my parents car.. mum told me dey bringing my bro to collect his specs.. wen i saw him i was lyk.. "OH MAN.. " its lyk.. he looked so much lyk jeremy can.. i mean my ogm.. AHHH.. those guai until too cute look!!!! OMG!! hhahahash.. so cute eh! is the guai until too cute look.. hahas.. =D im such a nice ogl.. LOLS..

oh n i realised tt most ppl wif the word"chin" in their names tend to vv lag.. shall nt giv examples.. lol..

mayb u will say its self-centredness or selfishness.. but to me.. somethings r nt meant to b shared.. jus lyk the memories tt i have.. those songs n things.. i wan dem to be one n onli.. it is jus so nt fair.. i wan those memories to be forever alive.. but i jus cant make it.. i really cant..

"wo3 dui4 ni3 de4 gan3 jue2
gen1 yi3 qian2 yi3 jing2 bu4 tong2 le4.
wo3 xian4 zai4 shi4 zai4 huai2 nian4
dang1 shi2 de4 hui2 yi4.
xiang3 dao4 ni3 de4 lian3
ni3 zhi4 dao4 wo3 you3 duo1 me4 xiang3 ku1.
na4 xie2 ye3 zhi3 shi4 wo3 de4 hui2 yi4 ba4 le4.
yong2 yuan3 wan2 cheng2 bu4 liao3 de4 meng4 xiang3.
yi3 jing1 dui4 ni3 mei2 you3 huan4 xiang3 le4
ye3 bu4 zai4 zhe4 me4 xiang3 ni3 le4
ke3 shi4 wei4 she3 me4
wo3 hai2 shi4 yi1 ran2 ai4 zhe4 ni3.
ich liebe dich. "

2006-02-16T16:39:00.000+08:00

oh my oh my.. why r all the songs playing lyk SO depressing can.. ( im listening to songs nw.. so im nt hallucinating)
first was shan hu hai.. den nw is gou gou shou.. was bout to cry.. lols..
realised my posts r getting long.. which is either good or bad.. good i tt i managed to talk all tt rubbish.. bad is nt im getting too noisy.. i dun wana tink bout it.. lols..
TODAY GOT THE YEARBOOK.. so happie.. lols.. everybody was lyk.. YEARBOOK YEARBOOK YEARBOOK.. lols..
first period was sci.. pity tt cher.. no one was listening.. everybody was looking at the yearbook.. i looked so stupid.. i m anyway.. X_X
hahahas.. i managed to finish my wksht.. yay..
chi.. was bout to freak out.. i didn wana present again.. but thank goodness he didn get me.. lol.. den got jian bao n zhou ji due.. jian bao is nxt nxt wk.. but i feel lyk doin nw.. xcept tt i duno put wher le.. lols..
elit.. we went com lab.. i didn do anything actually.. lols.. its lyk.. ya.. was surfing a bit.. den ya.. lyk tt lorh.. hahas..
homeed.. we did PIZZA.. so tt settled my lunch.. it tasted a bit the yucky.. the edges were vvvvvvv tasteless.. but at least the centre tasted alrite.. lols..
supposed to haf co self prac.. but the.. we met mervyn..den he say he nt goin.. so me n chinny ask y wad... he say tt its optional.. he say is lihan say de.. plus he told clarence tt he nt goin n he said okae lorh.. den nw dey come find me.. i got hmwk to chiong can... wl.. always come find me de..
i LOVE the words on this blogskin.. wahhahhas.. it jus seem to carry tis meaning which kinda attracts me.. lols..
i seem to haf problem containing hw i feel nowadays.. its lyk if im really pissed.. i either keep really quiet , show my face or start shouting vulgarities.. its lyk.. den wen im lyk depressed or sth.. i jus feel lyk crying.. its lyk.. its so luan la..
i really duno hu to trust n hu nt to trust.. its really self conflict.. n its lyk.. no one can tell me the ans.. onli i haf the ans.. but i somehow jus cant find it.. im lyk.. onli trying to escape.. dere is tis.. i duno.. weird feeling in me.. its lyk.. i feel lyk.. sometimes life is so meaningless.. i really duno hu r my frens.. dere is jus so much backstabbers n hypocrites.. i noe im sometimes a hypocrite too.. but dere is nth i can do..
little miss goody two shoes is the impression all my relatives haf of me.. n im so sick of tt.. every relative seems to think of me as the guai little girl who listens to her parents , works very hard n doesn gamble.. the nice little goody-two shoes yulin. i really hate it la.. its lyk.. frm young i always haf been vv quiet cuz im nt exactly the very outgoing type.. but dey also didn hafto say tt wad.. its vv wad la.. den its lyk..
i duno wads the real me actually.. i seem to keep.. acting? being wad ppl wan me to be.. i dont seem to lead a life of my own.. im always following ppl's orders.. and always end up the victim.. im always the one hu gets hurt.. in frenships im always the one hu get "dumped" by my so called best frens.. relatives expect me to do this do that... if dey r nt free or dey're kids got no one to talk to.. dey get me to play or talk wif dem.. if dey nid anything.. dey get me to do it for dem.. its lyk.. i spent the 13 years of my life getting ordered arnd by ppl.. cuz i duno how to reject dem.. so all i can do is nth but to do wad dey say.. everyone expects em to b perfect.. the one dey wan me to be n nt how i wan myself to be.. dey nvr thot of how i wld feel la.. all dey know is their pride.. dey wan me to b hu dey wan me to be.. its all because of their pride.. dey dun lyk to hang arnd wif a pathetic ugly stupid freek.. dey always say no one is perfect.. but dey expect ppl to b perfect.. den wad is the point of saying tt too.. its all a whole load of crap.. nth but rubbish.. im always the one hu gets bullied.. get teased.. i noe its okay to get teased or smth.. but.. dun dey realise how i feel wen sometimes wadeva dey say can really b vv hurtful.. dey noe how to laugh cuz it nt dem.. i nvr wanted to b tis way.. i nvr got to choose.. i was given this n asked to live wif it..
i really feel lyk zi4 bi4-ing.. live in my own world.. build the walls to shield those ppl out.. live onli in the world of slp music books n nth else.. dey expect me to follow the rules n b a super guai kia.. expect me to do their homework for dem.. lend dem things onli wen dey nid MY things.. talk to me onli wen dey nid my help.. wen im nt of any help.. im neglected n stuffed away to a corner n dug again wen im needed.. dey expect me to go for co all the tym.. wen dey gav me an instrument i wasn interested in.. and tt instrument was smth tt no one wanted.. sharp n loud.. and the four of us were supposed to take wad ppl didn wan.. n the fact tt i got bluffed to go into co.. i dun understand y i muz even go.. she says i always bully her.. have she thot.. tt she isn the onli one hu gets bullied too.. i get bullied even by my juniors too.. even my classmates.. my "friends".. i jus dont seem to b able to find back the pri sch happiness.. the freedom n sense of security at the beginning of sec1.. i jus feel so insecure.. im really afraid i would lose everything in one wrong move.. i cant find the trust anymore.. i seem to wary.. of everybody of everything..
i tried so hard.. to find someone i cld trust.. but wen eva i found one.. the person would jus be taken away lyk the wind sweeping the seeds away from the ground.. n i wld n left all alone to face the facts again.. i wanted to tell IT.. but IT nvr listened.. n soon the frenship detorated.. do IT noe how i missed those tym we crapped.. n how IT always managed to cheer me up.. wad happened to our frenship.. it was all because of her.. she took away IT as well as our frenship..

sometimes. i wonder "wad if i was wrong?"
but u r nt dere to ans me already.
you left that dayy.
u feel so near but ure so far away.
i really miss those times.
but i know.
those are just part of my memories.
never to come back again.

2006-02-15T20:59:00.001+08:00

so lazy to come online nowadays.. feel lyk slping slping n slping.. anw today received belated v day gifts frm jane n julie.. YAY.. hahahs.. today was so WOWIE laa.. so many cher nvr come CAN.. plus the fact tt right brain is GONE.. oh.. i wana wish the new town sec sch ppl GOOD LUCK.. dun get too right-brained.. u will lose all senses.. lol.. now mrs rod is our FORM CHER.. yay.. hahas.. den we changed to class seating arrangment.. im lyk sitting right beside the window.. wahahahs.. can sms dere.. =X
den got tt boliao fire drill.. so lame can.. it lyk.. dey hafto choose a tym wen its so hot.. lol.. so bloody.. lol.. den got food n water ration.. waliew.. got biscuits n some mutton indian curry noodle or smth.. didn eat it la.. lol.. den slack slack slack. hahas.. MY CLASS IS FINALLY HAVING CLASS TEE.. so happy.. i prefer jersey over polo type.. lol..
YA.. den during assembly was so boring can.. tt guy talk so slow la.. den its lyk.. sheena fell aslp behind me.. i dozed off a while den wake up le.. kerensa was OSO slping.. yuin theng looked VVVV slpy.. lol.. wen he ended the applause was SO LOUD can.. wahhhahas..
oh.. i wana thank so many ppl for their v day gifts.. lets c.. i shall start naming..

-sheena
-kerensa
-vanessa
-weyjian
-cheryl
-amelia
-isabel
-lihan
-fionna
-joey
-trudy
-reuben
-huiyin
-jane n julie of course..

lols.. tis valentine rawks.. hahahas.. everybody become santa claus..hehee.. if everyday can get prezzie so nice.. lol..

2006-02-15T20:59:00.000+08:00

2006-02-13T21:24:00.000+08:00

oooh.. so long nvr come online le..hahahas.. stupid hmwk lah.. OH.. n im still ALIVE.. t dead yet.. lol.. i PONN CO TODAY!! go for pub la.. hahahas.. my head is still intact..
wah sian la.. stupid heok.. fail me la can.. den tmr muz redo.. so stupid.. den juz nw chioing-ing eng.. at least time is on my side.. i manged to finish my crappish compo n three newspapers.. lol..

today was the sci CT lorh.. den last nite chioing hmwk cuz went to uncle hse den reach hm 10 pm le.. do until 1130.. waan die le.. still hafto read sci.. wa.. read half way i fell aslp le.. (i was lying on my bed readin) lol.. tis mrng almst late la.. (sry arh lihan).. 5.40 my dad came in n was lky.. u tdy dun nd go sch meh" i was lyk.. shyt.. late le.. den i chiong go bathe den left hse le.. lol.. during the CT. .i do fiish.. first few ques i duno hw to do le.. so shyttie.. den do finish still got tym so i lay down on the table.. i slpt woke slpt woke.. den the third tym.. i slpt n didn wake.. lol.. until the paper ended den daryl was lky "wake up LAH" den i realised tt yeo was looking at me.. lol.. i cant believe i actually fell aslp la.. lol.. it proves how boring lessons are..

tmr v day le.. sry to those i got the prezzie for.. kinda cheapo.. but at leastt i got buy mahh.. got xin1 yi4 alr.. lol..

sry to those i usually so called vent my anger on arh.. duno wad is wif me lately.. i lose my temper vv often.. get vvv irritated n M vv irritaing lately.. duno y also.. haix.. jus wana apologise..

n jie min oso.. sry arh.. always bully u de.. lol..

2006-02-10T21:29:00.000+08:00

i just realised tt it is not safe to PONN cca.. i dun wana die yet. =P
lols.. three maniacs will come afta me wif choppers la.. lol.. hmm lets c got hu.. lihan.. binli.. PANTU.. i mean jiemin.. jkjk.. scary sia.. lol.. ALMOST ponn today.. was debating in the classrm whether go or nt to go.. lols..

wah today first period eng la.. den is reading period iw as lyk.. stoneing most of the tym.. cuz i wanted to do the newspaper.. but no dictionary.. so dun do le.. LOLS..

PE.. run until leg pain la.. run wif AME.. lol.. she was so scared of the ball lah.. damn sec4s playing bball.. i lyk the way she laugh.. so damn spas.. lol.. so funni.. den we run so long mr lim say 5 min onli.. everybody almst fainted.. lol.. chew played bball wif jane justi sheena n ame.. dne i was standing dere nt doin anything.. lol.. SLACKER..

GEOG WAS SO BORING.. lol.. pat wong was using ppt slide.. den i was lying on the table.. she didn even c.. lols.. she talk talk talk.. so lame..

sciL rawked.. i lyk the.. magnesium ribbon.. lol.. OH. .the iodine crystals thing rocked too.. so purpley! lol.. then play wif the things.. the.. copper sulpathe turned lyk black.. looks lyk shyt.. so disgusting.. lol..

elit.. damn LOL lah.. its lyk.. stupid ccp came to our class to complain bout our cleaniness.. den everybody sabo joycelyn.. kelian.. den mrs ganesan spent 4/5 of the lesson finding the root of the problem of our class cleaniness.. lol.. wah.. if the class dirty again.. derek kerensa or joycelyn will kena detention lah.. WOOHOO. .lol.. no la.. den its lky.. the guys were nmade to clean the class first.. den the girls.. den its lyk.. the girls were outside wad.. chew was standing on the outside.. mr chua walked past n was lyk "u call tt tuck in arh? u better go toilet n tuck in.. if nt i make u do pushups in frnt of dem ( the class girls) den u noe.. " kerensa was trying to tuck in her shirt dere la.. afta he go then sheena was trying to mimick him.. den he turned arnd.. lol.. she was lyk "OMG" i was laughing lyk siao.. den he asked hu monitress so chew raised her hand.. he was lyk "U THE MONITRESS ARH?!" waahahahhas.. den we clean up the class. clean alr.. den decide tis decide tt.. den in the end didn do much for lit.. lol..

CCA so sian.. falling aslp behind la.. den i blow blow blow.. no sound come out oso.. always chinhwee one damn loud den my everytym can hear de.. so sickening.. lol.. went tm afta tt to meet bel.. reached hm 7.30 le.. watch tv!!! HAHAS.. bathed.. i dun stink anymore.. ^^

doin hmwk now.. so sian diao.. i ask weihua the eng got one is do summary or reflection.. den he was lyk "DUNO. Y U DOIN UR HMWK NW. URE SUPPOSED TO DO UR HMWK ON SUNDAY LYK ANY NORMAL PERSON" ya.. smth lyk tt.. i was lyk.. "Y" lol.. being ap.. lol..
muz finish my hmwk sia.. tmr n the nxt day goin out.. got tuiton on sunday.. WANA PON ARH!!! sians..

2006-02-08T20:36:00.000+08:00

SIAN ARH.. lols.. today was lyk so boring.. i mean.. AS USUAL..

first was SEL.. thank goodness we got kept back.. cant stand her voice.. lol.. forgot wad we did le.. lols...

den acc.. got tis thingy.. the chop one arh.. last tym.. old old tym.. those officals use the chop.. ya. wadeva..

den.. chinese lorh.. got ting xie.. i total mind blank la can.. i tink can fail le.. lol.. den rgt.. got the holi hmwk presentation.. wl.. tt stupid heok arh.. is nt use the ppt lah.. he say wad.. nvm use tt oso can.. dne i was the FIRST one to go n present.. could haf screamed can.. my presentaton skills are lyk so suckkkky.. den.. he FAILED ME.. oh man.. shyt him.. HE FAILED ME.. say wad.. i missed out alot of points. nvr say tis nvr say tt.. wl.. but at least got second chance.. lol.. CT mark leh.. i fail i die la.. lol.. im gonna make sure my results get better tis yr.. ^^

afta tt jiu shi math.. duno wad tt hamdan talkin bout.. no one was paying attention.. so he was kinda onli teaching those at valerie tt side.. my side all guys.. den all talkin lorh.. i dun exactly pay attention i class.. =P
i cant stand it lah.. i will start falling aslp can.. lol.. my side dere vv bad leh.. everytym talkin de.. lol..

elit.. kc did a vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv good job presenting.. she talk n talk n talk.. hahas.. i dun tink i cld haf done as well as her.. my talkin sucks la.. im onli good at talkin RUBBISH.. trash-y mouth.. lol.. yupp..

afta sch!! stil got assembly.. vvv nice leh.. i lyk the small boys. SO CUTE!!! hahas.. den the alst item i was laughing so hard.. i wanted so despoly to visit the ladies.. lol.. stupid mr chua keep us back again.. talk talk talk.. den i was lyk.. trying so hard nt to pee.. lol.. =X
den went eat carrot cake wif yt n sheena.. near the siglap cc dere.. quite nice la.. lols..

reach home 5 plus le lorh.. I BATHED.. hahas.. i actually didn go to slp.. eat din le den watch teevee! lol.. now trying to do the summary.. n i dun c wad i can study bout math.. cuz its lyk.. i hundred percent fail le.. lol.. duno which period leh.. ahahas.. im so contridicting.. first say wana study hard den nw dun wana study.. lol.. so W.A.D.E.V.A ..

kae.. so summary is first on the list.. i dun wan mrs rod come hudd me.. lols..

SO SIAN .. cant wait for the weekends.. YIPEE.. muz PATIENTLY wait.. lol..sry jenna.. im nt sure if can go ur party nt.. i try la kae? =)
OH n i feel lyk PONNING co tis friday.. so sian diao lah.. BLEHS..

2006-02-07T22:48:00.000+08:00

teachers haf all gone crazy.. give so much hmwk lar.. walau.. i have been doing n doing n doing.. BLEHS.. so amny ppl bdae coming.. lols.. no money buy prezzie.. plus v day gifts.. lol.. ohh.. STILL GOT TING XIE TO LEARN.. holy cows.. i finished my art!! i tink the right brain really works..at least for me.. its nt retarded.. lols..

2006-02-03T22:47:00.000+08:00

I HATE SCHOOL !!!

2006-02-02T20:28:00.000+08:00

it is better to keep quiet. so happie tt sec1s r coming tmr.. my ogm is in CO! ^^

2006-02-01T21:08:00.000+08:00

u nvr seem to understand.

2006-01-31T12:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! i noe im lag.. lols.. but ya.. WADEVA.. yay.. so happie.. got so many more angbaos tis yr!! HURHURS.. shh.. cannot tell how many.. lols.. but got many many.. lol.. today my grandma coming over den goin out ltr.. tmr gotta go back sch again.. sians.. I HATE SCHOOL.. hu agrees put ur ur hand wen reading.. hees.. jkjk... i doubt anybody is even reading.. hahas.. eh.. the links rgt.. i put le.. but nvr appear.. so nt my fault.. lol...

so fast two months pass like tt ler.. haishh..

2006-01-26T21:49:00.000+08:00

GOSH.. my voice is sooooooooooooooooooo low.. it is two octaves lower than my usual voice.. i can hardly talk.. WHOOOOOO! today rawk lah.. the rehersal.. its lyk.. at first everybody sian sian de.. cuz vvv late le.. then in the end.. the finale.. everyobdy damn high lah.. then is shout until coarse voice le.. lol.. but den first tym CO actually so high.. which is kinda good.. lol.. tmr is the celebrations le..yay.. cant wait for the finale.. LOL.. go whoopiee again.. lol.. okae.. im gonna b guai n finish ALL my hmwk by tonite.. YAY.. n im serious.. i haf finished my homeEc.. chi ting xie corr.. eh.. tt chi "wkbk" thingy.. one math wksht.. den nw goin to do the symetry thingy.. aiya.. duno hw to spell lah.. then the vocab one too.. YAY.. im turning guai.. oh n sry for the post previously.. lol.. to agitated.. lol..

2006-01-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII HATEEEEEEEEEEE THATTTTTTTTT STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD FISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 IT IS SO HEDIOUS LOOKING. ITS LOOK 1 MILLION TIMES WORSE THAN ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my gosh.. its like.. one side of its eye is lyk.. BLOATED OUT.. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! doesn it noe tt it is so damn bloody cb disgusting looking??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!? ITS SO EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEW-YYYYY lahh.. i mean.. the side of the eyes jus lyk pops out like tt.. i REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY feel lyk POKING tt ssssssssssstttttttttttttttuuuuuuuuuuuuuuppppppppppiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiidddddddddddddddddd eye.. i totally HATE tt sort of things to the damn bloody core.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that hedioous looking freak in the fish tank. hope it dies faster.. if nt then cure faster faster faster.. b4 i go berserk tt is.. I CANT STAND IT.. im like hoping amiracle will ahppen n by tmr mrng tt stupid eye will go down cu i CANT STAND LOOKING AT IT.. pls the fact tt i cant avoid it even wen im slping cuz i hafto walk past tt damn fishtank to get to my room.. AND even wen i slp i STIL can c the fish tank. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel lyk im having those things all over my body LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH. I HATE IT. faster die or cure. im goin crazy anytym.

2006-01-22T17:03:00.000+08:00

have been realli lazy to post.. lols.. anw co got in to the cny performance.. ya.. and my ying zhun was REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY bad.. hahas.. ya.. but wadeva.. hurhur.. ya.. and tmr common test is CHINESE.. gosh.. and i totally forgto bout it until ic ame back frm tuition.. hahas.. okae lar.. im goin to study le.. im so goin to get good marks tis year.. new year resolutions.. hahas.. yay..

oh.. and anybody can pei me go bugis buy keychain?? hahas..

2006-01-16T21:36:00.000+08:00

had co today. yupp. nth much ler.

2006-01-13T21:39:00.000+08:00

today was BORING as usual.. i mean how great can a day get in sch.. =.=
so im gonna bore u all out wif a long long boring post.. lol..

wel.. today arh.. eng first period lorh.. then got tis diagnostic test on narrative.. wth lahh.. its lyk.. i wrote onli to the CLIMAX wen she said times up.. GEESH.. i so totally gonna get into tt remidial lahh.. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeks.. i was lyk.. having a bloank mind cuz i dun haf a SINGLE idea on lyk how to link any sentences with "and then there were none." LOL.. idiculous topic.. i almost spent half the period trying to tink of a topic n 3 paragraphs were the intro.. CRAPS..

then pe.. yea.. and i was running with amelia.. we cheated lahh.. more lyk i did.. heehee.. i was lazy lah.. =x
ya.. w.a.d.e.v.a lah.. the crunches i did all lahh.. thn run run run run run.. then sheena fell twice oon her butt at the basketball court.. so slippery lahh.. then chew was playing basketball with birdy.. lol..

then science arh. boring lah... dun wana elaborate.. ltr i fall aslp here.. then geog.. okae lahh.. nt tt bad.. got some stupad pop quiz.. all tt rubbish.. i didn noe a thing.. lol.. then she talk talk.. then i dere chiong-ing off my homeEd.. LOL. i tink she saw..heehee.. but she didn say..

elit was FUN.. n the test was quite easy.. i got FULL MARKS.. yay.. hahas.. then ltr got the presentation.. vvvv fun.. hahas.. we were the first grp.. daryl jiajie reuben raynor sheena amelia kerensa n ME.. quite comical lah.. i enjoyed it.. hahas..

co.. heehee.. i was dere early.. with chinyee.. ya.. then playing the second song tt tym.. we nt playing mah.. so we started self entertaining.. LOL.. i was laughing non-stop n den huiling n chinyee were looking at me laugh.. LOL.. oh.. and i heard a snort coming frm SOMEWHER wen we were laughing.. MUAHAHAHS. then laugh laugh n laugh.. then got asked to hush so many tyms.. LOL..

tmr got pub again.. go paint banner!! hahas.. yep.. im goin le.. my new blogskin nice rgt? I KNEW IT. . lol..nitenite..

2006-01-12T21:49:00.000+08:00

okie..i changed ANOTHER blogskin.. kinda like tis one.. hahas.. haven add the links yet.. cuz the links r in the other com.. so yep.. sry.. heehhee.. school has been BORING as usual.. plus the cloddd weather.. gosh.. so feel lyk slping.. thank goodness i sit at the back of the class lahh.. oh ya.. tmr got elit test.. sians.. lol.. im gonna b a guai kia tis year.. ;)
heehee.. sooo. im goin to read tkam AGAIN.. LOL..

2006-01-10T18:29:00.000+08:00

i'll add the links another tym.

2006-01-10T17:51:00.000+08:00

okae.. im trying out diff blgoskins.. so ya.. erm.. dun mind the skins for a while.. but i'll insert the tagboard.. yep.. i'll add the links once im done choosing.. hahas.. thnx..

2006-01-09T21:40:00.000+08:00

found new blogskin! yea! ahahs.. anw ya.. sian lorh.. today found out the new morning duy.. im doin upper sec patrol AGAIN.. with chengjun n gina.. on thursday.. lol.. ya.. then yest managed to pia 13 chapters of the mocking bird thigny n my compo n math.. plus my tuition.. LOL.. im pro rgt.. LOL.. YAY.. tmr is HOLIDAY!! im goin off to slack..

interesting watch? ^^

2006-01-04T21:21:00.000+08:00

i nvr knew a watch cld b so interesting.. LOL.. today the hu was spending his tym in the canteen fiddling with his watch... LOL.. anw.. sch is SO SIAN.. yep .. hahas.. i gtg get going.. buhbye..

2006-01-03T21:45:00.000+08:00

okae.. first.. wana apologise for nt replying all those tags.. n btw.. thnx for tagging =) .. im getting lazyy here.. hahas.. yep.. so i'll reply to the tags first.. lol..

okae..

to all: merry xmas n happie new year.. hope u haf a wonderful 2006 ahead.. though i noe im kinda LAGGING.. ya..

to alicia: yep okie.. link ya soon..

to chenyin: you r SO CRAZY.. lol.. ahahahhahas..

to shermaine: HEYHEY.. so long nvr c u le lahh.. since i left basc lyk.. 3 yrs ago.. haahs..

to jiemin: OOI.. wad is TT supposed to mean har.. evil senior.. lol..

to vivien: HEY!! hahas.. yepyep.. link ya soon..

to fanghui: SECRET ADMIRER.. u dun leave ur name de noe.. LOL.. okae.. anw.. ya.. hahas.. happie new year..

to FIONNA DARLING: long tym u no tagg arh.. lol.. yep.. HAPPIE NEW YEAR TOO.. hahas.. =)

to vanessa JIE: heehee.. i lazy post mahh.. nt my fault rgt.. hahas.. =P

to catherine: AHHH!!! im so goin to miss u all lahh.. pubpub der.. y go.... STAY LAH.. hahas.. no lahh.. happy happy.. more lyk horny pub nw sia.. lol..

to chenyin: U R SERIOUSLY CRAZY.. ahahahahhas.. he is taller than me lahh.. leWWWWis.. hahahs.. shh.. our lil secret.. bout lisa de.. shh.. hahas..

to shermaine: yepyep.. okae.. link u in the new one.. =)

okae.. yea... long long post.. cuz of the tag.. realised how lazy i haf actually become.. lol.. yepyep.. then rgt.. those two NVR change.. the.. jeremy n leWis.. ARGH.. i cant stand dem.. backk to their devil self again today.. w.a.d.e.v.a.
ya.. then.. weird form teacher.. high sch socks.. BLEH.. im sick of sch liao.. haha.. yepyep ..lyk tt lorhs.. hahas... nitenite..

2005-12-31T23:03:00.000+08:00

oh yea.. it gonna be 2006!! A FRESH NEW CHAPTER! hahas.. yaya..

im back frm orientation.. I LOVE THE FINALE NIGHT!! i was lyk xzb lahh.. lol.. then chenyin was goin crazy over shuai ge.. lol..it went pretty well.. xcept i was kinda blur n all.. tink i almost drove my og members crazy.. lol..but i had fun.. i slpt till 1PM the nxt day.. lol..im pro.. lol.. then tmr.. goin to pia my hmwk.. lol..yep.. im a SENIOR nx t yr.. lol..anw ya.. but rgt.. so far.. onli two ogm got back to me.. lol.. well.. jiaye.. sharmaine.. n LEWIS.. lol.. tt so called.. SHUAI GE.. stupad guy.. keep on disturbing me during the camp.. lol..

anw.. 2005 in ending soon.. VVVV soon.. one year over le.. its kinda fast.. but well.. guessed i learned quite some things tis yr.. matured a bit.. BUT I STILL HAVEN GROWN TALLER..!!!! lol.. yupp.. grown over the little infatuationS.. (i hope..) lets c.. tis yr.. ONE YEAR ONLI.. got 7 infatuation le.. nt a lot lahh.. lol.. yupp.. tt's all bah.. my mind is a total blank.. haix.. lol..

anw.. HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!! hope u all haf a wonderful 2006 ahead! :)

2005-12-23T19:44:00.000+08:00

OH YEA..im back frm the orientation TRAINING camp.. heehee.. quite fun lahh.. but quite boring too.. lol.. the its lyk.. ya... the seniors gav us qutie some things.. lol.. then.. i FINALLY mastered the dance.. OH YEA!!! lol.. k lahh.. im at the chalet nw.. another tym bah.. lol..

2005-12-20T21:42:00.000+08:00

OOH.. camp is lyk.. a few hrs away.. n im so lyk SIAN can.. jus dun feel lyk camping lahh.. haix.. dun even noe hu m i goin to b paired wif.. kinda scared i guess.. i duno.. lol.. im crap.. anw.. ya.. almost finished packing ler.. yay.. lol. k lah.. im goin off.. tmr mrng b4 leave wana through bathing first.. lol.. byebye..

2005-12-19T19:16:00.000+08:00

OOH.. went out again today.. lol.. shopshopshop.. hahahas.. hmm.. lets start frm yest.. went compass point.. then shopshop eat dinner.. then got tis train thingy for kids lahh.. my sis liked it.. then nid to spend $50 then can get the thing lahh.. then ya.. went to queue up for tt thing lahh.. then wen my sis sit tt tym.. she lyk blur blur de.. lol.. then wen the thing finish.. dey all had to queue up to get chocs lahh... the guy giv der... ya.. then my sis was stnading behind him.. everyone went out frm tt thing le lahh.. left my sis.. then i was pointing to behind him.. then he thot i was pointing to tt box of chocs tt he was holding lahh.. i cldn stop laughing can.. lol.. then went to my dad's sis hse.. realised she was nt at hm. she was waiting at my cousin hse for us.. opps.. communication error.. lol. then went over dere lorhs.. compass heights.. lol.. then go dere... then adults talk talk.. i went to watch teevee.. hahas.. its a movie lah.. ehh.. final romance.. got edison chen de.. AHH!! omg.. tt show is lyk.. SO SWEET can..im so goin to get the vcd.. lol.. then ya lah.. dey talk talk talk.. until 11 then go.. reach hm at bout 1123..

then today.. hmm.. well.. went to.. the new national library.. quite nice lahh.. but cant find any books tt i want in the teenage n adult section.. found some in the children section.. lol.. then go han's eat.. so damn bloody full lahh.. okae.. then.. went to the new popular.. the main branch.. NICE.. ya..lol.. then walk arnd bugis lorhs.. hahas.. went to buy some things.. hahas.. then afta tt met my dad to go marine parade.. the ntu.. near the community club dere.. then we bought a LOT of things for the sharity gift box.. we're nice ppl.. muahahas.. jkjk... okae.. then it was a whole trolley full lah.. then damn funni can.. wen i walk dere tt tym rgt.. tt guy was lyk "everything???" lol.. he was bout the peng4.. lol.. ya.. then reach hm.. yadayada.. lol.. k lah.. im goin to bathe.. i so DUN look forward to tthe camp can.. i duno.. im kinda.. nervous? scared? not confident? i duno.. but i mean.. in council rgt.. all the chio ppl lahh... then i oso lyk.. one of the quieter ppl can.. VVVV little ppl noe me lah.. so.. ya.. hmm.. wadeva.. lol..

2005-12-17T20:23:00.000+08:00

lol.. okae.. anw.. yep.. at my grandma hse.. trying so desperately to find TT sound track.. wadeva.. anw.. yaya.. nth much lahh.. lol..

2005-12-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

lol.. today was the last episode of the rainbow connection.. AWW.. unexpected ending.. kinda sad.. sheesh.. lol.. almost started crying. =X but really kinda sad lahh.. n i realised smth nowadays.. as we grow older.. we tend to b more emotional.. n we cry more often.. weird fact.. lol.. but its true.. hahas.. anw.. im feeling so sian.. n nxt wk ig et to ponn co!! hahas.. got the preparation camp.. duno whether looking forward nt leh.. but i was thinking.. if ppl lyk javine or whoever is in council.. it will b more fun lahh.. lyk those siao siao one.. lol.. k bah.. i better get going.. goin my grandma hse tmr.. sheesh.. lol..

2005-12-15T18:49:00.000+08:00

okaeokae.. lol..anw.. came back frm co ler.. manage to get out of co room ALIVE.. lol.. it was so damn bloody tiring can.. sheesh.. my throat almost lyk.. broke.. lol.. anw. nxt week is orientation preparation camp.. then the following is orientation camp.. lol.. duno happie or nt leh.. hahas.. my uncle bdae coming.. then i hafto go for his bdae chalet RIGHT afta the registration thingy.. lol.. k bah.. i shall stop here.. lol..

2005-12-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

yay!!! wahahahas.. anw.. today went shopping with my mum.. lol.. went to junction 8 AGAIN.. hahahas.. then bought my new year clothes.. lol.. kinda early.. but hu cares.. hahhas.. im SO happie.. i so totally LOVE the clothes.. lol.. k bah.. im goin off to take a shower ler.. hahas.. bye..

2005-12-13T20:07:00.000+08:00

okae.. lol.. looking for new blogskins.. LOL.. so sian.. anw.. today went out with kerensa jane n julie.. go junction8 .. hahaas.. found new things to get my mum to get for me!! hahas.. im goin dere tmr AGAIN.. i dun care.. lol..
anw.. today was in the same lift as SOME PPL.. sheesh.. so bu shuang can.. he is half a head taller than me liao lorhs.. sway sway same lift as him.. nxt tym c him he one head taller than me liao lah.. ARGH.. anw kae.. im goin off.. stop crapping here.. LOL..

2005-12-12T17:46:00.000+08:00

okae.. did blgskin hunting today.. n i read half of the first book for the chi one already.. YIPEE.. lol.. wad r we supposed to do arh?? someone TELL ME.. anw..some of the blogskins r really nice.. changed already.. thanks to CHINYEE hu helped me find.. hahas.. the pRO.. lol.. k lah.. i have been online the WHOLE afternoon.. lol..im goin off to read.. haha..

2005-12-11T18:14:00.000+08:00

yumyum.. my sis having ice cream at taipei 101.. heeheees..

arent these shoes cute.. teehees..

my heart shapedd fishball.. <33

nice pic yea? hahas.. i LOVE IT.. it was so windy.. yep.. and u cld c the endless sea.. really.. IT ROCKS...

okae.. i feeling lyk SO SIAN can.. SHEESH... had tuition again.. and it was SO SIAN.. hees..woke up lyk so early lahh.. and yest.. fell aslp the moment i lay down on my bed.. was vv tired i guess.. lol..ate the no signboard seafood.. yumyum.. hahas.. celebrated my grandma bdae wad.. the chilli crab gravy was a YUMYUM.. hahaas.. kae lahh.. i goin off.. lol.. bye.. post some pics too..

2005-12-08T22:19:00.000+08:00

dun feel lyk posting.

2005-12-03T20:36:00.000+08:00

yoyo.. hahas.. i duno wad is happening ot my posts.. yupp.. i haf deleted dem..W.A.D.E.V.A.. yupp.. i tried putting in the stairway to heaven soundtracks into my mp3.. but.. i cant find the mp3 version.. okie.. hahas.. nvm.. but.. made some discoveries on the pictures i have.. nim HAPPIE bout it. lol.. im so sian nowadays... all i wana do is jus to lie n "slp" on my bed.. thinking lah.. lol.. WTH... I CANT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY HAF TUITION TMR.. wth.. TUITION.. on SUNDAY.. siann.. n its in the afternoon.. yuckss.. wadeva lah.. i gtg le.. c ya..

2005-11-23T07:28:00.000+08:00

okie.. wel.. imgoin off now.. c u soon.. hhahas..

2005-11-22T20:32:00.000+08:00

okie.. wel.. im going to keep it vvvvv short.. ltr arh.. some ppl come memorise my post again.. lol.. anw.. goin to taiwan tmr.. sheena coming back tmr oso..=.=
okie.. today la.. spent 8 hrs at jurong jc listening to ppl talk crap.. cuz i didn understand a thing.. sian la.. then at my grandma hse.. mrng at least nt tt scary.. lol.. but den the awd.. ya.. i was slping alone in a room.. then its lyk.. one side is toilet.. which flushes almost all the tym cuz upstairs pppl i tink bowels got prob sia.. then anw.. it was damn noisy.. then got mirror here.. eh.. window beside the toilet.. then the door.. okie.. so.. i couldn find any so called "safe" place to slp so tt i wldn start thinking imaginitively.. wadeva.. lol.. then woke up 0645.. go bathe.. lol..so on so forth.. u wldn wana noe anymore.. okie..
tmr.. leaving the hse at 6 bah.. muz reach airport by 0630.. then the plane onli takes off at 0830.. those ppl kiasu or something.. wth.. continuous two days wake up so early sia.. haix.. wadeva.. lol.. lae.. im goin to pack my things le.. lol.. c u..
=)

2005-11-21T09:52:00.000+08:00

well.. okie.. im going to my grandma hse le.. lol.. waiting for my aunt to come.. haix.. damit,, hafto wake up so early tmr lah.. today oso.. haix.. okie.. nth much ler.. lol... bye..

iiloveyouu.

2005-11-20T15:42:00.000+08:00

heyy.. okie.. realised tt i haf actually been having a hard tym trying to contain my emotions.. i tend to go crazy over everything.. as in losing my mind.. lyk yesterday.. YA.. ooh ya.. bought a notebook last fri with lihan n chinyee afta co.. i kinda.. "dedicated" tt book to him.. lol.. i was doodling lyk siao yest trying to relieve stress.. n dey turned out quite nice.. all bout him der.. lol.. go one page got his nama damn big.. hahas.. too bad dun haf his pic.. haix.. 110 days.. im counting down.. all cuz of march 12.. 12 is so NT my lucky number.. n i tink justi is rgt.. its worthless.. but.. i duno how to give him up.. HAIX..

anw.. i will b goin over to my grandma hse to stay tmr nite.. cuz on tues i got tis harmony works conference thingy.. at JURONG JC.. n we hafto meet at wad tym? 0830.. OK.. wth.. so my mum ask me go stay at my grandma hse then dun hafto wake up so early.. haix.. then on wednesday.. i will goin off in the mrng to taiwan.. shopshop.. got bout 40 ppl in the grp la.. EWW.. scully all so much younger than me or so much older than me lah.. always lyk tt de.. YUCKS..

anw the class blog kena spam again.. wth.. why always use my name de lah.. damnit.. tt person muz really haf smth against me.. shyt.. haix.. okie.. anw..nth much ler bah.. goin off.. hahas.. c ya..

2005-11-19T17:28:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY IZIT LYK THAT. okie.. i will calm down.. i saw him today. FINALLY after NINE months of waiting jus to c him.. i cldn even rmb his face.. but wen i turned arnd n saw tis guy.. i had a feeling its him.. and it was.. he is still so CUTE!! his face got a bit baby-like.. and i love it lyk duno wad.. then his voice.. so damn funni.. i cant take it.. im really going crazy.. and he was standing so close.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! wth..

tis tym the feeling is different.. but i still hafto wait another 3 months again.. it will b one year soon.. i love you..

ich liebe dich.<33

2005-11-18T20:57:00.000+08:00

i realised i cant live without u. knowing tt u were gone. i didn noe what to do. i felt so lost. the onli thing i did was sit in frnt of the com n cry. i jus realised how much u meant to me. n how much i actually relied on u wen i nid someone dere. i have lost so many things this yr. i dun wan lose you too. i wldn noe wad to do. i shd haf gone online earlier. i cld haf at least said a gdbye. but now. i noe i wun b seeing u for the nxt two weeks. i dun wad to do.

well. today co was ave. bough a few things. kae. im goin off to watch tv. no mood to type le. nite.

2005-11-17T22:12:00.000+08:00

okie.. nth much happened.. but den.. damn it.. the stupid cher lah.. i blow until my lips numb can.. then i play.. nth can come out.. lol.. realy cant move lah... haiyo.. then my cheeks oso pain.. ooh ya.. the wad.. my gums hurt too.. i hit my gums with the zhaozi.. then somemore is new one.. damn hard.. OUCH! lol.. then went simei with lihan n chinyee lorhs.. im SICK of cheese.. eWWW.. lol..

anw.. yest.. went with kc to watch just lyk heaven.. i.. dun understand A THING.. lol.. okie la.. its nice.. but i dun understand.. lol.. then frm the tunnel dere come out.. the kallang dere.. the train was goin quite fast wad.. then suddenly jerk lah.. alomst fell.. kc oso.. lol.. then wen reach pasir ris.. was raining a teeny tiny little bit lo.. but wen i take bus 3 hhome rgt.. alight frm the bus.. then i was lyk.. the ONLI one on the streets lah.. no one in frnt of me. .but it tink behind me got some ppl lah.. but i dun WANT to turn arnd.. lol.. then got thunder n lightning la.. kinda scary noe.. lyk scary movie lyk tt.. imagine if u heard a high pitched scream suddenly lah..lol. anw.. tmr sheena goin overseas le.. uno wad tym oso. lol.. AWW.. then wen she come back.. i will goin overseas le. then wen i come back.. she got gb camp le.. sooooooooooo long leh.. cant c her lo.. aww.. hahas.. kaes. im knelling on the flr.. lol.. kae.. c ya..

2005-11-16T09:35:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! damnit.. tmr got the.. co AGAIN.. wth.. if onli every week got chalet gd le.. but i ponn last wk de liaos.. lol.. the words seem to b pretty small on the blog.. so i guess i will enlarge it..

anw.. i woke up damn bad mood today la..actually can go my grandma hse help to paint the living rm de.. then the stupid CB maid la.. today mrng tell my mum say she still got a bit of headache.. she was sick for the past few days i c.. then la.. wen i wake up c tt tym.. she was FINE la.. wth... then so late liao.. by the tym i go.. dey already start liao la.. walau.. damn her la.. i was cursing the whole mrng la can.. damnit.. i was goin.. okie.. u wldn wana noe.. lol.. k bah.. i wana go bathe soon.. feel so disgusting nt bathing.. yuckk..

2005-11-15T15:53:00.000+08:00

okie.. i changed blogskin.. cuz i had nth to do.. oh well.. its nort vv nice.. hu cares anw.. lol.. im feeling damn tired. haf been using the com for a damn long tym.. n.. the ye qu n hei se mao yi haf been playing on tis com for more than 10 tyms.. my ears r ringing.. YUCK.. ok.. damn tired.. DEPRESSED.. hahas.. duno wad to say nowadays oso.. my life is BORING.. i dun do anything at all.. jus slp.. its nt my fault izit.. its lyk.. the WHOLE WORLD is blaming me.. im really really really tired.. cant wait for the trip.. if onli it was to australia.. i LURRVE australia.. its so damn nice.. esp albany.. tt tym i went.. the weather was so cold.. then.. we stayed at a.. resort?? i duno.. but.. it was on the water.. then if u go out onto the balcony.. then the water is below the wood onli lah.. its damn nice.. then at nite its damn quiet too.. i missed it.. hahas.. oh well.. why m i talkin bout this now.. guess.. i miss those times wen i didn hafto care bout all those things.. carefree n happie.. innocent n ignorant to the things arnd me.. all those haf changed.. haix.. kae.. im goin to take a nap.. my neck is breaking.. c ya..

2005-11-13T17:44:00.000+08:00

heyhey.. im on cloud nine.. LOL.. welll.. nt exactly..hahas.. jus tt i found out some things. LOL.. too bad sheena goin overseas liaos.. HAIX.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. then wen she come back.. i will b overseas.. then wen i come back.. she will hafto go for gb camp!!!!!!!!! ahhh!!!!!!!1 i miss her.. lol.. oh well.. i was slping the WHOLE afternoon.. i haf been slping TOO MUCH.. lol.. then was looking at my bro spar at the basketball court frm my room.. damn funni lah.. lol.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.!!!!! i cant wait for nxt saturday.. LOL.. im goin crazy..

2005-11-11T20:23:00.000+08:00

YAY.. im back frm chalet.. miss the com sooo much.. hahas.. okie.. well.. lemme try to recall wad happened.

9nov
well.. mj sheena n birdy came to my hse to help carry all the food n drinks n al those things.. then.. well.. we left early.. my dad fetched.. we went 7 eleven buy.. charcoal ,ice , wire , fire starter.. cant rmb liao lah.. then.. we met weihua at te reception dere.. he came into the car.. then dey were squeezing at the back.. me?? im in front.. WAHAHAHAS.. then.. nicholas had to walk after the car.. HEY.. we were nice kar.. i got my dad to drive slowly.. then we were dere even b4 dey checked in.. ooh ya.. den at first thot cant go in.. but den ltr my dad jus opened it.. guess it was not locked bah.. lol.. then we were lyk.. wth.. hahas.. then we go in.. grab the rooms.. wait for dem to come lo.. then dey ooh ya.. tt.. xuan ya came.. wahahas.. wth la.. he is TALLER than me.. damnit.. then bbq lah.. disasterous.. lol.. it started raining a bit.. then dey borrowed my unbrella.. n guess what.. dey managed to get two small holes in my umbrella.. ahhhhhhhh. . wth.. lol.. then tt night.. i didn slp.. i was hungry.. ate vv little.. lol.. then i was damn hungry.. lol.. i was oso trying to keep kc awake.. lol.. but den tt room damn cold lah.. wen everybody wake up to get bfast already rgt.. i went back to tt rm to slp.. lol.. me jane n sheena were slping at 7 lah.. lol.. we slp til 9 plus.. then we went out.. afta tt.. both of went back to slp.. onli i didn.. lol.. cz i dun feel lyk slping le.. lol..

10 nov
oh well.. nth much.. slacked the whole day away.. then i broke my nail while bathing.. wth.. lol.. eh.. at nite went to pizza hut to eat.. lol.. oooooooooooh... nice.. hahas.. then we packed two slices back.. wanted to suan kc.. hahas.. then go walk walk a while.. lol.. ooh ya.. bought sweets n chocs frm mini toons.. hahas.. k la.. then 2 plus i slpt le.. cuz dere was nth to do.. but den its damn cold lah.. hahas.. i was slping on the bed.. jane n reuben oso.. then jun le was slping on the flr.. i thot it was a girl la.. lol.. anw.. hmm.. then i slpt frm 3 yo bout 6 lyk tt.. hahas.. then didn slp le.. lol.. was walkin here n dere.. then me n van ate the pizza meant to suan kc n clifton.. lol.. then we roasted marshmellow in the oven.. wahahahs.. damn nice can.. lol..tt was my bfast.. then we cleaned up the whole kitchen.. bout 9 plus lyk tt.. my dad came.. thn i went home lo.. lol.. then bathed.. fetched my sis to sch.. went back watched wzbqw.. but den my bro started eating lunch.. so.. offed the tv.. went to my bed to lie down.. then fell aslp.. slpt al the way to 6.20..lol.. okie.. im down with flu big tym now. hahas.. gtg.. c ya.

2005-11-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

okie.. anw.. im goin off le.. im damn tired.. haix.. goin for chalet the nxt fw days.. so wun b goin online.. c ya..

2005-11-07T20:49:00.000+08:00

okie..im goin crazy over the chalet thing.. ARGHH.. okie.. erm..ya.. went out today with lihan.. lol.. ya la.. we went bugis.. then tm.. hahas.. im tired.. hahas.. post tmr bah.. =)

2005-11-05T18:16:00.000+08:00

heyhey.. okie.. lol.. well.. went to the jalan bersar swimming complex today.. wahahahs.. damnfun lah.. ohh ya.. saw a few ppl which resembles some ppl.. lol.. shh.. i shall nt say hu.. hahas.. but is really alike.. the character i mean.. lol.. dunoo.. hahas.. then i was WADING the whole tym.. hahas.. i could nvr get free style rgt.. lol.. but i LURRVE back stroke.. hahas.. yup.. it was FUN.. hahas.. okie.. anw..

here is a game that i hafto continue frm chinyee..
and these are the rules-

-post 5 random or /weird facts about urself
-at the end list out 5 people who r nxt to do this
-leave a comment in their blog that says ur tagged and ask them to read your blog as well.

okie.. so.. here it is..

1. i can lag behind in conversations
2.i daydream/ stare into space A LOT
3.i haf the BAD habit of zi yan zi yu-ing
4.i tend to b indecisivie nowadays. influnenced by chinny. lol.
5.i get pissed at every little thing

okie.. so that is it..
the nxt 5 ppl to do this is ;

-amelia
-fionna
-kerensa
-sheena
-justina

hahas.. enjoy..

2005-11-04T22:26:00.000+08:00

okie.. the com is running low on batt.. gtg.. post tmr.. hahas.. =)

2005-11-03T19:45:00.000+08:00

heyhey.. okie.. i didn go for the leadership seminar today.. well.. i had smth on.. and.. got some ppl dere which i DUN wana c... lol.. shhh... oh yaa.. wzbqw is damn sad now lo.. awww... hahas.. okie.. im chosen for the wad thing.. harmony works conference at the jurong jc.. wonder how it will b lyk. hahas.. kkae.. im at my grandma hse.. lol.. byebye..

2005-11-02T21:33:00.000+08:00

heyhey.. hahas.. oh wel.. nth much happened today.. except tt the wzbqw is getting sadder.. lol.. today i met a few of dem to discuss the class chalet.. its nortt getting aniwher noe.. n i wasn the onli one hu thot tt way.. most of dem did too.. n why muz u blame me all the tym??? its nt fully my fault too noe.. im nort perfect.. ure nt either.. u nvr liked me.. so why put up tt face? act as though u r okay.. but ure nt.. u said i finally showed hu i was.. u did too.. u wanted to be in the centre of everything.. tt why.. u said tt u cant please evrybody.. but ure expecting ME to do tt jsu cuz im working with u on this chalet thing.. wth.. go away.. u can attention.. i give you everything.. i give up..

2005-11-01T20:20:00.000+08:00

okie.. lol.. two days at two beaches.. woots.. im burnt.. ouch! hahas.. is today lah.. i wanted to be blacker.. then.. my arm.. kena sunburnt instead.. wahaahas.. lets haf a recount..

31october
oooooooooooooh.. its the last day of october.. 10 months liao.. since sch started.. okie.. anw.. yepx.. today.. got the beach thingy.. church organise de.. east coast park.. quite a lot of ppl went.. then i met reuben n sheena at her stop.. 1oclock.. then reached dere at lyk.. 1.30.. hahahahs.. damn kiasu lo.. lol.. then we waited at macs.. then.. eh.. nicholas came wif alex.. then more n more ppl came la.. soon margret jie came.. wif two seniors.. one is.. jeremy.. the other is.. beale or baele.. i duno la.. but is pronounced as bel.. WAHAHAHS.. remind me of isabel.. no link though.. lol... the more hardworking ones walked to the pit.. while the LAZIER ones.. most of the BOYS obviously.. lol.. rented skates or bikes.. lol.. yepx. then the poor two.. couldn really control us.. cuz margret jie was waiting for the rest to come.. then all zhao4.. hahahas.. but we all went back ltr lah.. plaed.. duno wad game la.. but was shorter than i expected.. tis.. entnagled thingy.. then the rag n bone.. or WADEVA.. yep.. lol.. then got free tym bout 2 hr goin to 3 hr.. so shiok!! hahas.. then i was at the beaach la.. cuz lyk.. the last tym i skated was.. 3 yrs ago.. LOL.. then vv long nvr cycle oso.. so.. forget it.. then i went to the beach with jianing afta we went to 7eleven to get drinks.. lol.. then raynor , jiajie ,daryl were in the water.. i didn wana get wet at first la.. then the three of dem came kajiao me.. damnit.. i wanted to go back to the pit la.. dey DRAGGED me.. then........... threw me INTO the water FACE first.. yuck.. is lyk.. salt went into my eyes.. then.. i swallowed duno how much seawater.. disgusting.. yep.. so i was wet THROUGHLY.. i almost kena dunked AGAIN.. thank gawd they were NICE ppl.. lol.. i was screamin away.. guess dey couldn take it.. LOL.. anw.. yep.. then i soaked in water liao lo.. bout 3 hrs until 6 plus.. wahahas.. me jenna cherly riane jaining.. we were at the beach la.. hmm. then sheena n vanessa came ltr.. lol.. so we soaked n soaked n soaked.. lol.. then go bbq all wet.. wahahas.. then by tt tym.. got two other seniors came le.. one is weixiong or smth.. i saw him in sch b4.. the other guy duno hu.. hahas.. dey cooked we eat.. then one of dem was lyk.. "i tink these ppl are born to eeat onli" lol.. HEYY.. we duno how to cook.. lol.. then afta tt.. LOL... we started bbq-ing the marshmellows.. sheena n kc were.... fighting over their marshmellows.. lol.. then is lyk.. the seniors..lol.. looking so damn amused.. then dey heard the marshmellows finishing.. dey faster took one aocket and zhao4 to their pit.. ours all finish le wad.. then we wanted to kope theirs.. lol.. we r EVIL.. then dey tried to hide it.. sheena BENT DOWN.. and was lyk.. "i saw it".. WAHAHAHHAHAS.. yep.. alex went to buy the.. sparklers ltr.. then we were.. playing.. hahas.. is damn funni la.. then i went to get back my phone frm jeremy.. n it was with beale instead.. then my phone lag lag le.. wahhh.. all his fault.. lol.. anw.. ya... sheena fone got prob.. cant on cant off.. okie.. crap.. but its like.. screeen blank la.. if got pic rgt.. then cant unlock oso.. but now shd b ok le lah.. cuz she replied my sms.. lol.. then.. i think i walked up and down the beach lyk..5 times.. hahas.. its nice la.. its dark.. then the water is warm.. hahas.. i was waiting for my dad to come.. its bout.. 9.50 when he came.. lol.. we were the last to go.. opps.. lol.. then the seniors were lyk.. so happie when we were goin.. lol.. i was damn tired when i reached home.. i almost wanted to NOT bathe.. but i guess i still bathed.. n i scrubbed lyk siao.. hahas.. then i blowed dried my hair.. then i went to slp lo.. then tis DAMN MOSQUITO.. jus wouldn give me a good night slp.. i was trying to slp.. then.. the damn mosquito keep on flying to my leg..DAMNIT. i thot it mayb lyk.. 4 plus 5plus le.. then i couldn slp.. lol.. kae bah.. tt is all i guess.. lol..

1november
okie.. well.. woke up damn grouchy.. haha... then i spent the WHOLE tym dere in the water.. and now im burnt.. lol.. k ba.. i have been posting for one hr.. c ya.. bye.. lol..

2005-10-31T09:43:00.000+08:00

okie.. i m goin off at 1.. the sky seems to be clearing soon.. haix.. oh well.. woke up so early today.. SIAN.. kkae.. c ya.. hope i enjoy.. lol..

2005-10-30T17:38:00.000+08:00

lol.. okie.. im tired frm laughing.. anw.. yepx.. i realised.. if i keep myself busy.. n make myself tired.. i wun think bout those things i found out.. haix..

jus came back frm playing "bball" with lihan n xiaohan.. ya.. then.. got tis guy.. damn scary.. he was sitting at the bench at the playgrnd dere.. then he was lookin at us.. he muz haf been thinkin how NUPE we were.. lol.. then is lyk.. got one tym.. the ball rolled to the drain.. then i went dere to pick up.. i was walking and talkin bout wang zi bian qing wa.. then i turned arnd and he was behind me.. a distance away.. scary la.. then we just walked home la.. at the road dere.. xianhan accidentally let go off the ball.. and a taxi drove past.. it ALMOST hit the ball.. phews.. i almost screamed.. then i went to pick up the ball afta tt.. i looked up.. and saw TT guy crossing the road TOO.. omg.. i alomost freaked.. yepx.. thank gawd i didn tio frm my mum hu saw the ball roll.. then.. yepx.. im here at home now.. goin out ltr again..

tmr got the.. ecp thing.. eww.. i dun wana go la.. sian.. haix.. kkae. im goin to bathe.. lol..
c ya arnd..

2005-10-29T15:45:00.000+08:00

okie.. i have changed my blog add.. its now changed to..

http://breakiing-down.blogspot.com

thanks..

2005-10-29T15:15:00.000+08:00

okie.. im having MOODIE SWINGS.. i duno.. haix.. i realy realy really dun feel lyk doing anything.. mayb sleeping will help.. bbut its lyk.. so damn bloody hot can.. okie.. haix.. i duno la.. i haven made a single plan for the holidays yet.. i oso duno wher to go la.. unless ppl ask me to go out or all planned already.. im losing myself.. seriously.. i duno what m i thinking or doing.. i feel tt everything is useless.. EVERYTHING arnd me is useless.. it jus suxks.. i thot u were my fren.. u proved me wrong.. why.. do u noe how much it hurts?? using everything arnd me.. nt being able to control my emotions.. feeling angry at one second then feeling crying the nxt moment.. i duno what is happening to me.. do you understand??? no.. im losing my grip on life.. u promised to help me.. but u backed out.. leaving me all alone.. n im plastering a smile.. acting as if nth happened.. is it wrong to think this way? everyone feels this way.. im nt the onli one.. why cant u understand?? im breaking down.. it hurts noe..im pushing everybody away.. im afraid.. i dun wana be hurt again.. 3 hurts in 2 years is a lot.. u nvr experienced such things before.. im tired.. im really really tired.. i really regret having EVER joined council.. the cause of my new problems.. why.. i really wana get away.. escape to another place wher dere is nobody.. all alone.. slp n nvr wake up.. nvr nvr noe what is happening arnd me.. forget everything and live a new life.. a life without sadness, sorrow ,worries , hurt and jealousy.. it would have been a life in heaven.. i really feel lyk giving up.. im tired.. breaking down any moment.. .. ..

2005-10-28T21:22:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo.. lol.. hmm. thot it was goin to rain today.. hahas.. sho sad it didn.. lol.. if raining then damn cooling lo.. hahas.. yest.. i stayed up until 11 plus goin to 12 then slp.. lol.. today last day of sch le.. its damn fast lo.. i kinda.. bu she de.. one year over le.. n psle felt lyk.. it has onli been over 1 month.. guess im still missing those times.. i haf ANOTHER reason why i bu she de oso.. lol.. =X

anw.. today.. went to chinyee hse.. lol.. actually we wanted to go out.. but den got so many books.. so we went to her hse lo.. lol.. then.. we wanted to cook noodles.. lol.. home ed lesson.. then we didn noe how much water to put.. lol.. so.. she ate cupcup CHILLI CRAB noodle.. lol.. then cuz i open one packet liao.. then I cooked!! lol.. yumyum.. hahas.. then i was drinking soursop drink.. then chinyee was drinking apple juice.. lol.. then we were watching wang zi bian qing wa.. then ltr she watch duno wad show then i go her rm watch wang zi bian qing wa again.. hahas.. hmm.. afta tt we played sims2..afta a while jiu sian le.. so.. i went hm lo.. took 3.. lol..

okies.. currently im damn sian.. lol.. why sch hafto end so early?!?!?!??! haix.. anw.. my results SUCK lyk shyt.. lol.. wadeva.. nth i can do now.. haix.. miss.. those.. times..

2005-10-27T22:21:00.000+08:00

hahahahahahas.. okies.. i got a bit high.. was crapping jus now.. lol.. stupid guy.. say.. muz beware of me.. cuz b4 i went online.. it didn rain.. but the MOMENT i went online.. BOOM! BIG RAIN! lol.. stupid sia.. hahas.. i was laughing lyk siao.. then im watching the wang zi bian qing wa again.. hahas.. damn nice la.. he is soooo swet to her.. lol.. n dey r damn cute.. lol.. okies.. i cant make uo my mind.. shd i reborn my hair?? wah!!! its raining lyk siao now la.. hahas.. sian la.. lol.. last day of sch tmr.. haix.. i dun feel having it to end.. i duno.. haish.. im problematic..

2005-10-26T21:08:00.000+08:00

haix.. goin to change new blogskin soon.. hahas.. i was damn fu*kin pissed off la.. haix.. wadeva.. im damn sianded now.. haix. i duno.. kaes.. im goin liaos la.. sian lo..

2005-10-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

hmm.. okies.. realised my post for the bonding camp is gone.. lol.. okies.. anw.. yepx.. damnit.. today rain so damn heavy la.. lyk got typhoon lyk tt.. hahas.. then iw as stuck in sch.. cuz i had to clean up the council room.. lol.. then bout 3 plus.. FINALLY no more rain le.. cuz the thuder was lyk so damn loud la.. then i was the onli one in the council rm.. hu wld nt freak out la. .then hui yi came in.. lol.. then at 3 plus i walk with her to the mrt station.. then i take bus 12.. lol.. then reach home watch two episodes of wang zi bian qing wa.. HAHAHAHAHAS.. so damn nice.. lol.. kkae.. im goin offf.. lol..

2005-10-24T21:27:00.000+08:00

damn pissed.. was bout to finish my new blogskin wen the whole damn com lost connection.. damnit.. hafto redo everything.. wadeva.. haix.. tmr got.. the duno wadeva shit la.. sian.. kaes.. im goin off soon.. oh ya.. i slp damn long tis aftanoon.. lol.. k la.. haix.. bye..

2005-10-23T20:53:00.000+08:00

ok.. the blogskins are damn hard to find nowadays.. lol.. i lazy.. im sick of this blogskin liao.. lol.. okies.. anw.. today went to sheena hse.. then wen came out of the lift.. saw ming jun.. so walked with him to the bus stop cuz we both taking 3.. lol.. then we ordered 60 sticks of otah.. lol.. the uncle muz haf thot we were crazy or smth.. order so many at one go.. lol.. okies.. anw.. im goin back to the chicken soup.. the book la.. enlighten my self.. lol.. lyk tt is ever goin to hapen.. lol. wan an..

2005-10-22T20:51:00.000+08:00

ok.. im feeling so damn BORED.. anw.. todap slpt for lyk.. 12 hrs?? lol.. fell aslp on my bed yest unknowingly.. lol.. some ppl slpt earlier than me sia.. wahahas.. lazy pig.. lol.. xiao zha bo.. wake up first thing say i scold her.. hahas.. tt sms was cute lo.. duno how to appreciate.. hahas.. okies.. anw.. got 5 books to pia off.. lol.. borrowed frm lihan.. hahas.. she borrowed 6 books frm me.. even worse.. hahas.. k.. im goin off to pia b4 i fall aslp in front of the com.. oh ya.. i watched two episodes of the wang zi bian qing wa today!! damn nice.. hahas.. kaes.. nitenite.. =)

2005-10-21T20:49:00.000+08:00

shit. yepx. tt is wad i gotta say. anw. glad that the weekends are here. can slp lyk siao. hahas.. im a pig.. dun deny.. lol.. k ba.. tt is all.. no much mood.. bye!

2005-10-20T21:21:00.000+08:00

wohoos. i flunked all my exams.. i rawk lyk SHIT.. lol.. anw.. hahas.. tmr get to go home early.. yipee.. kaes.. im goin off.. lazy to write liaos.. i wana go n dream.. wahahas.. nitenite..

2005-10-19T21:15:00.000+08:00

woohoos.. hahas.. i FLUNKED it.. oh well.. im gonna b outta council.. no surprise.. my results.. haix.. why muz it b afta the bonding camp.. wth.. anw.. ya.. lazy to write more.. anw.. was having moodie swings today.. haix.. i duno.. sch is ending soon.. im kinda sad i suppose.. lol.. byee..

are u pissed at me? u haf been daoing my smses.. wad did i do? can u tell me? i wana noe..

2005-10-18T20:11:00.000+08:00

woohoo.. kaes.. im back frm camp.. hahas.. anw.. tis is my 201 post.. lols.. hmm.. got lotsa things to write bout the camp.. wahahas.. turned out better than expected though.. yupps.. dun really c the bonding issue though.. cuz i was in the grp wif jiajie , sheena , edison , gayle , wen bin , min hui , n jimmy.. got gwyneth oso la.. but she came for the first day but den she fell then hit her head.. so she went home..then our leaders were DANIEL n NICOLE.. woohoo! anw.. lets start frm day 1..

day 1 (the night LA)
the NIGHT games.. wahahahas.. i was in the same grp as huiyin ,crystal, andrew.. bwahs.. carn rmb liaos. hahas.. but the facilitators r soohiang n another rne girl.. duno her name la.. hahas.. then damn funni la.. walau.. hahas..i was freaking myself out.. lol..

day2
ok.. the first one was a short one cuz i carn really rmb much.. hahahas.. okies..then.. for second day.. we had pao for breakfast.. blehs.. then eat n eat la.. thn we go play station games.. walk out of the school.. hahas.. first was huiyi's station.. then was at a playground la.. we were supposed to stand on a SEESAW.. then balance.. b4 biting a mouthful of pao then passing it to the nxt person.. wth.. hahas.. dey bought TOO much.. hahas.. we were getting damn sick of pao la.. lols..then run here run dere.. wahh.. damn tired.. ah ya.. dun wana go into details la.. then got one part.. HMM.. i had "FLYING" lesson.. damnit.. cuz u noe.. ME.. i dun climb spiderwebs.. i dun haf a freakin ida.. then dey made me go.. so. wen i went up.. ya.. then ltr wen i was bout to go down.. i panicked.. cuz i didn noe how the heck.. so i JUMPED.. yupps.. its lyk commiting sucide.. i didn realise how high it actually was.. lols.. then is lyk.. i JUMPED.. then i ended sprawled on the floor.. damn pain la.. but damn funni.. ok.. then my hand got scar.. on my elbow.. then my knee cap oso.. hahas.. edison n daniel freaked out la.. cuz one moment i was ON the spider web..then nxt moment i was beside the curb.. LOLS.. sry arh. if i freaked u out.. lols.. i was stun tio oso.. haha.. ok.. then got another station.. tt.. lip tat.. walau.. it was the station right after my little "flying" lesson.. then my knee cap hurts wad.. so i didn play.. then ltr wen dey finished.. he go take marble. then bout duno how many metres away.. he THREW the marble.. duno why la ok.. is aiming was so damn ACCURATE.. it smacked right in the centre of my specs.. i wana lauff la.. u c is expression.. damn funni la.. walau.. but why muz it b so damn bloody accurate rgt.. hahas.. it was a damn bad day.. lols..

then after lunch supposed to have water games de.. but den it REALLY rained.. so we played indoors lo.. wahahas..ya.. then go bahe.. then after dinner go movie screening.. WOOHOO. hahas.. is show..corpse bride first.. yupps.. it was kinda BORING.. thank goodness i didn waste my money.. hahas.. i almost fell aslp.. then dey show scary movie 3 afta tt.. lols.. it was so damn cold in the avt la.. i was shivering.. lol.. then got a few part damn horny la.. wahahas.. then all the front row guys arh.. sit so damn straight la.. WAHAHAS.. then the last part.. when the girl.. she turned back to the guai kai one.. thn i was lookin.. then suddenly she transform back.. i SCREAMED.. lols.. then afta tt i go zzz.. hahas..

day3?(yest)
i woke up with neck pain.. my hand hurts n so does my leg..hahas.. but den.. i managed to slp peacefully without having to wake up halfway.. guess i was tired ba.. then.. afta bfast of BURGER.. in the mrng.. icould haf puked la.. hahas.. i didn finish.. i was REALLY goin to puke la.. then we go field to cheer.. hahas.. then the last part.. damn funni la.. lwft with tangyuan n u competing la.. hahas.. WE WON!! hahas.. then got amazing race.. wahkau.. hahas.. damn tired la. my poor legs.. lol.. hmm.. here r the few places we visted.. cant really rmb all.. junction8 , tenmile junction.. woodlands.. suntec city.. cineleisure.. marsiling.. hahahas.. then got one.. damn funni.. we were BUTT WRITING outside the istana.. the guards were lyk.. WTH.. lols.. then we took taxi back to school frm suntec.. hahas.. i was DYING.. then ltr at night.. we ate STEAMBOAT for dinner. wahahas.. lol.. then got performance.. anw.. i SUCK at performing.. lols.. i dun deny.. then daniel n alwyn one dan funni la.. gay sia.. lols.. me n sheena screamed lyk siao.. hahas.. ALMOST lost my voice. but thank goodess u stil have it..LALALAS.. lol.. then we got the PUB TEE n COUNCIL tee.. whee! hahas.. rawks the world.. then afta tt got movie marathon.. its nt actually a MARATHON la..we watched two movies.. initial d n scary movie 3 AGAIN.. ok.. anw.. i was slpin throughout both... lol.. nt my fault la.. i was tired.. scream until no energy liaos.. ubt.. it was so damn cold la.. i was really shivering.. trying to keep warm.. oh ya.. we finished steamboat at lyk. 10?? hahas.. didn really eat.. was nt veri hungry.. lol.. then we went back to bunks to slp at 4.30AM..

day4(today)
we went out to eat bfast.. hahas.. saw some ppl.. damn happie.. lols.. anw.. we afta bfast.. roti prata.. wahahas.. n tis huge cup of milo which i cant finish.. then went back to pack up thn clean toilet.. we were more lyk playing la.. lol.. got mini flood.. hahas.. but we cleaned it up.. hahas.. then go multi purpose court for debrief.. but dey didn say anything.. it was more of a prize giving ceremony.. ANGKUKUEH GOT 4TH.. WOOHOO! hahas.. we rawk.. lols.. then we did the chicken dance for the damn last tym.. hahas.. oh wel.. then wen can go back.. i a bit she bu de la.. i mean.. haix.. it turned out better than expected.. i ENJOYED it.. hahas.. then me n sheena took taxi home. she was talkin NON-STOP.. hahas..

school is starting tmr.. oh well.. hahas.. i dunlook forward to get back my papers though.. cuz im nt goin to hit the council ave.. but.. if cant jiu suan le.. nth i can do oso.. haix.. damn sad la..

will i c u again? i really wan to.. i tink..
ich liebe dich..

9.28pm

2005-10-15T15:53:00.000+08:00

wahhhhh.. the camp is lyk.. 3 hrs away.. BOO.. wahahahas.. im so damn sian.. den got tip offs jus now bout the night games.. lols.. boo.. damnit.. wahahahs.. okies la.. im goin off le. wana slp b4 i go.. hahas..

2005-10-14T20:59:00.000+08:00

was damn pissed jus now.. anw.. cooled down already.. anw.. im NT lookin forward to the camp tmr.. i so tired.. damn SLEEPY.. im a pig la.. i dun deny. zzz.. sian la.. hafto pack my things.. i borrowed a pair of shorts frm chinyee.. thnx honey.. lols... haix.. last min.. wang zi bian ing wa rox.. lols.. damn nice la.. but.. STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN ROX MORE..

n the exams r FINALLY over!!! woohooo!!!! hahas.. k la... i shall b guai.. im goin off.. the sleep.. lols..

2005-10-14T11:03:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!!! exams r FINALLY over.. cant wait!! but.. bawhs.. bonding camp is tmr.. n im damn sian la.. dun wana go lehs.. got no mood lehs. cuz afta exam is slack lyk shit de wad.. anw.. im feelin damn sian la..im gonna fall aslp.. yawns..

im disappointed. im falling back into my own little world..i thot i could trust you. but i was wrong. i hate u. u go eat shit.

2005-10-09T20:13:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo.. hahahas.. hmm.. well.. slacked the whole day.. was FANTASIZING.. lols.. nt realy la.. was thinkin bout some things.. i thot all the way to the future.. lols.. wen im 29.. hahahaha.. crap.. tmr elit.. haix.. lols.. k ba.. gtg le.. c ya!

2005-10-08T19:43:00.000+08:00

yoohoo ppl.. lols.. okies.. hmm.. today.. lihan n chinny came to my hse to "study".. lols.. we didn really study.. at first got a bit la.. but since the appearance of the "miu miu".. LOLS.. we started losing concentration.. hahaas.. then.. we started writing poems.. lols. my suck.. hahahas.. anw.. here is one .. n i LURRVE it lots.. hahaahs..

Change of Mind

If you knew that you were my only comfort
would you stay?
If you had any idea how important you meant to me
would you ever hesitate?
Sometimes i ponder...
did you ever once thought that you were my absolute everything?
If you did , will your mind change?
will you?

2005-10-07T21:51:00.000+08:00

lols.. takin a break.. btw.. geog sucks la.. hahas.. these few days haf been wakin up damn early.. lols.. today take the bus at 5.50.. so shuang!! hahas.. reach sch lyk.. 6.20? hahahas.. then geog tt day.. took taxi.. reach sch at.. 6.10? or mayb 6.15? lols.. ahhh..!! i lurrve goin to sch early..

to someone: i read ur blog.. i noe u wan someone dere for you.. someone special.. hu doesn.. but.. frens r arnd you.. dey r special too.. yea? cheer up..

2005-10-06T16:49:00.000+08:00

oh well.. sneaked to use the com. hahas.. i haf been guai kaes.. LOLS.. i haven used the com since sunday.. lalalas.. lol.. hmm.. well.. i gues.. losta things happened.. well.. post bout tt afta exams. lols. im LAZY.. anw.. today.. set my alarm at 4.30.. sian la.. then.. left hse at 5.45.. my mum was bout to kill me.. hahas.. then took bus to sheena hse then take taxi.. wow.. reached sch at 6.15? lols.. its inhuman.. no one in sch la.. hahas.. if the cctv c us.. muz b thinkin we crazy or something.. ok.. anw.. it was a waste of tym.. cuz.. study le stil duno how to do.. BLEHS.. geog sux la.. waste my tym.. hahas.. kkaes.. im gonna study science liaos.. hahas..

2005-10-02T19:51:00.000+08:00

heyheys.. well.. duno wth is wrong wif msn.. jus carn sign in.. wadeva. so i used windows.. sian la today.. mugged til i almost fell aslp.. i was doin notes on geog.. ya.. im so guai.. hahas.. stil hafto finish bk sia.. sians. anw.. i duno la..

haix. i wasted one day outside yest.. was supposed to b studyin LA.. then tt tym my sis got the bead in her NOSE.. she sneezed it out when i was tyin her hair tt day.. then i was lyk.. wth is tt sound. n i saw IT.. lying on the table.. with sticky things arnd it.. EWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.. yepx.. then i screamed for my mum.. then the nxt few days she keep on having nose block.. so yest mrng my mum bring her go c doc.. then the stupid doc do x-ray stil carn c if stil got beads inside.. so.. refer her go KK.. oooh.. i miss tt place.. lols.. okies.. i mean.. ya.. the last tym i went dere was wen my mum gave birth to my sis.. n that is lyk.. 3 yr ago thing..well.. tyms passes really fast.. it has been three years.. oh well. i was onli in p4 THEN.. hahas.. so then go a n e lo.. so funni sia..

got this poor girl.. she broke her arm.. n she is bout the same age as my sis i supose.. then got tis other girl.. her thumb n index got wrapped.. so me n my dad joked with my sis that she sucked her thumb too much.. hahas.. then.. hmm.. lotsa childrem wif fever. but got tis girl.. cao cute.. she was STARING at me while lying on her dad.. hahas.. then i STARED BACK at her.. lols.. sho cute sia.. hmm.. then afta tt my mum told me t the doc had to use tis duno wad thing to open my sis nose to check if dere is anything inside.. yuck.. then my sis got red by the tym she did the second nose liaos.. then dey hafto use tis thing.. something lyk the dentist use to scrape out something in betwenn ur teeth or something.. ya.. placed THAT into her nose.. EWWWW. wel.. obviously.. she started crying. hahas. poor thing.. okies.. im EVIL.. hahas..

then ltr i didn wana go to the KK market.. i was SICK of tt place.. so we went to east coast.. i freaked out.. suddenly i saw the 2h tt leon.. then a while afta tt i saw another girl frm 1k.. blehs.. then wen finished dinner. hmm.. we went to walk a bit of the beach.. then go liaos.. cuz it was gonna rain.. hahas..

i dun lyk sec sch life.. its a totally different thing frm pri sch.. everyone is changing to b accepted.. i mean.. ok.. hu does not wan to b accepted in ur own class.. in council.. in everything.. those hu r nt accepted yet oso haf a yearning in their own heart to b accepted as part of the class or anything.. but sometimes ppl go through a 360 degree change.. i duno.. i feel so lost.. i have lost everything.. that used to belong to me.. nt fully my.. but at least i had a share.. i lost EVrEYTHING.. i cant take it anymore.. im afraid i will break down afta the exams.. i feel really tired liaos.. haix.. i lost him him him him him her her her her her her.. i lost dem. n i carn haf dem back.. i nid dem..

bawhs.. oh well. anw. i better start mugging.. i dun haf much tym now.. buhbye..oh ya btw.. life sux. yeps.. ppl r giving up everything for love.. even friends.. harhar.. =(

oh ya.. fionna.. ur name IS in dere.. hahas.. no one wil pei me during the bonding camp!!!!!!

im hating everybody. why. i have lost all control of my feelings. hatred is all that is in me. it is all that is left. hatred.

2005-09-30T22:00:00.000+08:00

lols.. wth. hahas. i posted today liaos. in sch in the autumn lab.. ahh.. so nice la can.. then dun haf. walau..anw. ya. fionna wil b ponning bonding camp.. her class got chalet.. nt fair.. no one pei me liaos. hmph.

anw. ya. duno how im feelin. lost. in my own little dark world. which is raining all the tym. it hides my true feelings. wadeva.

anw. i have learnt. n understand. pri sch life was the BEST tyms any1 cld eva haf. i missed those tyms. now in sec sch. no guy eva b trusted. frm the nice frens u THOT dey were.. they became assholes overtym. ppl hu wld gif up frens for luv. it jus sux.

muggin hard for my eoy.. jiayous.. u made me believe too. thankeuu.

2005-09-29T22:05:00.000+08:00

wad the heck is wrong wif blooger today.. lols.. wadeva.. anw.. i haf been guai kaes.. reducing the no of tyms i use com liaos okies.. anw.. ya.. was down wif fever yest.. was hopin can ponn sch.. oh well.. wadeva.. my stupid mum.. use for 15 min oso long.. wl.. lols.. anw.. gtg.. buhbyes..

2005-09-27T21:47:00.000+08:00

blehs.. life jus sucks.

2005-09-25T19:22:00.000+08:00

hmm.. wellie.. i hate it la... oh well.. wadeva.. lols.. anw.. today went up to lihan's hse.. then saw the year book.. the sec3 look so cao funii.. lols.. kkaes.. anw.. hmm.. here is wad i haf for.. the holi.. so cao buzi can.. n on some dates.. if u alll contact me. i wun b reached..

`15-18 october - think haf bonding camp ba.. well.. i can b reached LA..
`9-11 november - class chalet
`13 november - my mum badae
`23-29 november - wellie.. i will b outta singapore.. so.. wel.. no point tryin to reach me.. unless got really important things.. u can drop me an e-mail.. try to get back to u asap..

then in december.. well.. got the orientation training camp.. then the orientation camp.. hahas.. wadeva.. lols.. anw. gtg.. buais..